This saturday at club Abstract will be my B-Day party, James will be their. SO come and have fun with birthday shots.

Why is it that the more I want and the harder I try, the farther from me you become? I wish I could make it all right. I feel empty inside, I want to share my life with you, have it as "our" life once again. I'm willing to do, try, say, anything to make you believe. I was away from you all last night and all day and yet to want to spend time with ( Read more... )

Using your hands


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What I write in this journal is my feelings. Please do not use it as a weapon against others. I made the stupid mistake of using someones "name" in my journal. It was not my intention to write to try and hurt people. After the last two days I have done nothing but try and show that I can be a part of azraelgrrls life in another way without ( Read more... )

So I got Accents of the spirit into another store in Cambridge(preston) and their is a craft show for breast cancer research that I have to just sign some papers and we are in. Busy little boi I have been, I have an hour break between my main job and a second job. I start at 8am and don't finish till 9pm. Kind of getting tired. Sleepless night ( Read more... )

Need to kick my ass into gear. I know I am being lazy when it come to looking for a job, well no more. Come Monday I'm getting a job doing whatever and then will look for something I want to do. Had a great morning filled with reading, coffee and good company (kind of. Went to a jam night at my favourite cafe. Next friday I think everyone should ( Read more... )

So I have a doctors appointment to go back on my meds. For a long time I was able to controll my sociopathic mind but as of late it has fallen out of control. Being happy one minute and then being filled with sucjh hate and disgust in a split second with out any reason is a scary thing. I know its just a trick of mind and that my feelings toward ( Read more... )

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Azrealgrrl's and my web site www.accentsofthespirit.com has just been reviewed by Chateau Bizarre!! It is fetured right on their front page.

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Listen I know what I am doing may seem crazy to some. All I'm going to say is I am starting a new begining, If it involves my past nobody needs to hear it, rumors and bullshit may be left behind. The drama people are bringing into my life, even if I deserve it are going to leave me homeless and totaly friendless. I ask once nicly to back of, al= ( Read more... )