i slept for 14 hours today. which hopefully makes up for a week and a half of 3 and 4 hour nights. 
i'm not going to finish my writer's craft project, and i am going to fail the exam.
everyone else on the whole damn planet has gotten accepted to Carleton anyway, so what the hell's the point.
i told laura that if i don't get into a school, i'm gonna ( Read more... )

1. Where is your cell phone ( Read more... )

It starts with a thought

A single idea

And you are pulled from a restless dream

So you write it out

Pour out those words that have haunted your sleep

The hours melt away into the darkness

Two fades into three and into four

And still your heart is lain upon the page

Your very conscience thrown out to dry

She once said that everyone loves dirty laundry

But you ( Read more... )

fuck. i like that word. because it perfectly summarizes my emotions right now.
my grandfather has cancer. and that scares me. a lot. my grandmother had cancer and she beat it, but its still scary.
my other grandmother is dying of ALS, and it kills me inside to know she is fully aware of everything that's happening to her.
and i wanted to die today ( Read more... )

i have an addictive personality, i guess ( Read more... )

Dear Sting circa 1981/ Don't Stand So Close to Me

Please feel free to remove your shirt and smirk in that very endearing way ANY TIME you happen to be teaching in my class.

Love, Katelynn

P.S Stewart can come too. <3

i call it a terrible picture. 
i call lj a distracting way to vent my frustration at the whole girlfriend fiasco.
it breaks my tiny little frozen bitter heart. really it does.


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isn't it good, norwegian wood?

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss...
is non existent

2. I am listening to...
fly by night ...by rush

3. I talk...
alot about him, russian swords and bengal tigers

4. I love...
when all we do at work is mess around and avoid the boss

5. My best friends...
live in the HL, except for one, who i haven't talked to ( Read more... )

i fall too easily.
a couple days of playful nicknames (i'm now Ms. Russia, apparently)
and a Koosh ball war
and suddenly i'm gone.

how stupid am i?
i don't want to lose my job on saturday
because i'll never see him again

i just deleted an entry that rambled on forever about my slight hatred for someone who really, i only dislike part of the time. cruel, but not entirely unnecessary.

i've just finished watching Mean Girls on TBS. Which, naturally got me thinking. Funny movie, yes. But it saddened me to think that people treat each other like that.

I wonder why it is ( Read more... )