Okay, Im am so fucking sick of all of this drama, I was trying to be nice and not be a bitch about things but this shit has gotten way out of hand
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I dyed my hair black today. Made a cake and ate lots of food. hahaha I need to go get my sister a birthday present. And I think Im getting my hair cut tomorrow.
I find out if Im having a boy or gurl today. I really havent been doing much lately, no one seems to want to hang out anymore. Which is fine with me. Havnt really talked to Ian much which is also fine with me. Went to MOSH with my brother and Jim to see the new dinosaur exhibit. It was pretty neat.
I need to see new faces. I need to go to new places. I want more than this, this life, this place, these faces, I just want something new. I am nothing, I have nothing to call my own. Why cant I find someone who can just take my breath away. I just want someone to fill this void in my life, and actually stay for once.