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I speak my silence loud enough
for you to ignore
I show who I am and nothing less
but you glare and me wanting more
I'm Sorry..you deserve it more than you know.
Bahh..
Things should probably change but I'm not sure how much harder to try before I should give up.
I need to stop pushing people like this. . .I thought things were changing but it turns out I'm just finding different ways of doing the same things. Instead of walking away I'm just fucking with my own head convincing myself I'm alone in my feelings and everything else thats going on, so in turn I just end up coming on too strong.
I need to find someone who can see through me and call me on all my bullshit, But I'm not sure anyone will put up with my shitty annoyingness for long enough to actually do that.
for you to ignore
I show who I am and nothing less
but you glare and me wanting more
I'm Sorry..you deserve it more than you know.
Bahh..
Things should probably change but I'm not sure how much harder to try before I should give up.
I need to stop pushing people like this. . .I thought things were changing but it turns out I'm just finding different ways of doing the same things. Instead of walking away I'm just fucking with my own head convincing myself I'm alone in my feelings and everything else thats going on, so in turn I just end up coming on too strong.
I need to find someone who can see through me and call me on all my bullshit, But I'm not sure anyone will put up with my shitty annoyingness for long enough to actually do that.