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[killmealready]

Nick and I broke up last night, sadly. The worst part is that our one year was going to be on this Saturday, the 30th. We decided that we're going to date instead of have a formal relationship cuz his reasoning for ending it was that we changed too much and our relationship just wasn't the same... I thought dating would bring a new perspective into

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[__enrapturing]

shanika, i'm so sorry that you have to go through this bump in your guys' relationship.. but wow. a whole year?? that definetely gives me confidence in you two, because no matter how much the both of you changed, i doubt anything can pull you guys apart. i couldn't really tell if you were sad or not when you said that your formal relationship is now just a dating one (i hope you're not sad), but i just want you to know that if you are, just know that he loves you very much (ha, i know what you're thinking.. i've never talked to him before in my life and hardly talked to you at all.. but just trust me, k? haha) and that you have many friends out there that love you for your kind, gentle, one-of-a-kind heart that will be more than willing to help you :) who knows? maybe this strategy will bring you guys even closer, and make an even more positive change in your life! you know where i am if you ever want to talk.. take care, shanika <3! (ps taht's such a beautiful poem)

[angel_below]

hope everything works out

yay we're back together.

[dont_belong]

hey guys, im back with shanika. i missed her too much and i feel like such an ass for making her go through that. i do love her ery much and i hope she knows that will never change. im very glad we're back together and that we're both willing to make changes. i need to learn to be more courteous and communicative and she needs to be less controlling. she's already changed alot, but i fear that ive been much less than quick to change :( il try harder tomorrow. i love you baby, and i hope we can make this work.

Re: yay we're back together.

[killmealready]

Awww honey... Don't worry. Everything's going to work :D Just because I attempted to change faster than you doesn't mean anything. I still have to work hard to keep what I'm trying to accomplish in mind honey... as long as you take, I don't care, I really don't as long as we're together. I will love you no matter what honey.

I'm trying so hard, just for you, just for you