freeduhzucchini: hey sweetie ( Read more... )

So tonight was my first class at IVC... History 21... who would've thought. Anyways, the teacher seems pretty nice. We have to buy two books and write an essay on one that is 5-6 pages long. JOYFUL JOYFUL GOD ABOVE!... NOT! lol. I have a migrane now and I'm not quite sure why ( Read more... )

For some reason I’m feeling really bad right now and it’s making the world seem so grey. I just need someone who knows what to say when they have to leave when I don’t want them to but I haven’t met anyone like that yet, and I don’t expect to either because I want no one but Nick because he’s perfect for me. We’ve given each other so much of ( Read more... )

hmmm true, nahh, sure why not, definitely, nuh uh I swear!, I don't wanna know, ooooo Nicky... YOU'RE A PORN STAR!

Everyone thinks I'm too sensitive :P, well iono about bigger ones but they're a good size, rite baby? lol, I hope I don't smell :( *smells self*.

hmmmmmm I'd think some people would agree with that and baby, is that really my ( Read more... )

i have come to the conclusion that i'm not alone in this world anymore. reading through someone elses lj... i've seen it, there are others out there like me. and now i sit tearing up... with nothing to do but write ( Read more... )

Friday night was pretty fun at Mariel's birthday party. Katie J, Matt, Will, Tommy, Hoon, Kian, and Kate were there so we all chilled. We all had this big huge splash fight and it was hella fun. So that went from 6-10pm. But what was even more fun than that was going bathing suit shopping with my mom at 3:30 that same day lol. I'm happy with the ( Read more... )

Has anyone ever gotten a hangover type feeling after crying for hours in the middle of the night and then going to sleep and waking up a few hours later?

I know that's what I feel like right now...

someone shoot me

Nick invited me to go with him to his cousin's wedding on July 3rd. I thought my parents would consider it because they've been more open and receptive to things like that lately. Wow, was I wrong. My dad started saying stuff like he didn't like the fact that it was in a private home... but I attempted to explain to him the reason for it but all he ( Read more... )