Comments | killmeplease69: Depressed ..NO what made u think that?

killmeplease69

Depressed ..NO what made u think that?

Feb 07, 2006 16:15

...umm..one of my best friends in lompoc had her baby (don't worry she's like 27) and it's her second child, she named her Newriah Shardea Jones, and what makes me sad about this is that i was supposed to be in the delivery room with her when she had Newriah but i moved to Indiana. I can't wait to graduate so i can go back to Cali, which i am going ( Read more... )

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ska_da_da February 8 2006, 07:16:15 UTC

i will never forget about you, u made such an impression on my life.. you were just what i needed to get through that time. you made everthing perfect. just laying on the couch and on you.. which is also the couch, lol.. gosh we had the best memories. i will never forget them. i cant wait untily ou visit, but u should really try visiting b4 u graduate cause thats too far away.

anwyays, i hope you feel better and i just wanna let you know that i do love you and you will always be my couch. :)

omg, im so the best pornographer, hahahahaaha.

we need to definately play ten fingers truth or dare next time u visit, lol. sooo great, hahahaa.

anwyays, i hope you feel better.

kristin

grr.....o baby o baby .......!!!!! killmeplease69 February 12 2006, 15:43:19 UTC

yea well i don't think that my dad will let me go out there, he say I get into too much trouble out there, or believe me i would..I miss everyone soo much but i can't do anything about it but wait. hey what are you planning to do after you graduate??

Re: grr.....o baby o baby .......!!!!! ska_da_da February 12 2006, 19:36:22 UTC

well, what if your dad comes with you, i dont care if he stalks u, at least ud be here! anyways..

hmm.. i dont know.. i think the smart thing to do would be to stay in davis, go to sac city and graduate college.

what im probably gonna do is, when i turn 18, ill get a job. id prolly take a year or half a year off school and just work. get my feet on the ground, so i can be able to get my own place and save up money for school. gosh.. this is scary. college is gonna be so hard, i dont think im ready and i dont think i can do it. i dont know what i want to be, what i want to do.. its so hard. why do we have to pick one thing to do for the rest of our lives?

i almost wouldnt mind just working 9 - 5 jobs that suck ass. lol, i could just marry someone rich. then i could do whatever i wanted. lol. with no worries.. poo.

sometimes growing up just isnt fun at all.

what do u wanna do when u graduate?

Re: grr.....o baby o baby .......!!!!! killmeplease69 February 12 2006, 20:12:12 UTC

you just said exactly what i wanted to do after i graduate,..get a job,...get money,..but i'm starting to think that i want to go to art school maybe study in Graphic Design, my art teacher seems to think that i'm pretty good at art.. but in reality, i'd have to go and get a job first and take a few off , b/c my dad wont pay for art school and right now i defidently don't have the money to pay for it myself ( ... )