okay so i'm tripping out...
melissa's like 7 months..
ashtin's due in october..
lindsay (from hs) is due in a month..

these girls aren't even 21 yet..
it's just such a trip..
kevy and ash got married.
lissa and vince got married.
and i don't know bout lindsay & jon.

it's just such a trip.

so he got back with his ex. Jamison, that is, got back with his ex. i'm pissed. i mean when was he going to tell me? he just hasn't returned my calls in the past couple days, but we had a date for tonight. fuck that. wow, i'm so heated. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. okay, i feel a little better. what am i doing wrong. guys are always going back to ( Read more... )

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i feel like such an empty person. my 21st birthday was a week ago. my friends took me out to dinner & i had a couple drinks on monday then i went to dave & busters on thursday and surprisingly a grip of people showed up, sucky this was that i've been since since last monday so i had a pounding headache when i went. people were trying to get me ( Read more... )

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so my birthday is in two months. i'm so stoked. i will finally be able to stretch my ears and get tattoos. my first one is gonna be badass. it'll hurt but oh well. so i'm saving money to buy a truck. not necessarily new. i wanted this one..


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so it's 2007. wow. my sister's graduating this year. a little update for you all. marina just turned 18 a few days ago. ashley turns 16 at the end of the month. work has gotten amazingly better. people that i've had conflict with have finally warmed up to me. maybe they've finally realized that i'm always going to be a nice person no matter how ( Read more... )

so derek and rory picked me up from work on friday instead of my then so called boyfriend. and when we got to bryan's house -where my then so called boyfriend lives- he didn't even say hi or anything. then we were outside and he sat next to me but i was trying to hold his hand and he wasn't reacting back so he got up to do whatever he was doing and ( Read more... )

jason is my boyfriend.
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*edit* he and i just kinda quit talking.
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lately i feel like i just don't quite fit in anywhere. i go to parties and while i'm there i see people i know but i just don't feel like i belong..i go to church and once again i love it it's always so uplifting and it brings a smile to my face to hear the word of God, but i just don't feel like i belong..then there's work and it's like the only ( Read more... )