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[killmissamerica]

yeah. im up way too early. its my moms fault

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[cambozola]

My mum has SUCH a loud voice when she talks on the phone.

[killmissamerica]

ugh god, mine too. like im 2 rooms away from her now, with music on, and i can still hear little snippets of her conversation. and her door's closed!

[cambozola]

It sounds to me like she secretly wants you to hear! Women are strange like that, they're all 'I don't want to talk about it' when really they do, or at least they want you to know what the probblem is but not have to talk to you about it....

[kayeness]

i'm a mean girl. when someone is crying, i leave them alone. haha. i know they want me to comfort them and shit but then they'll just be all "OH NO I'M FINE DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME!" so i save myself the time and trouble and i just leave them alone.

[killmissamerica]

hahaha. i just have really bad social skills. when people are crying it automatically makes me want to go away, because when someones crying theyre so emotional that its not even like talkign to them usually. so im always scared ill accidentally say something thatll make them cry more. but shit, it makes me feel even worse when i try and they just act like a jerk. ugh.

[kayeness]

haha exactly. that's why i don't even try anymore. if they're just gonna try to be a jerk to me then sucks to their assmar. people who try to get attention in bad ways like crying and killing themselves just SUCK bad.

[killmissamerica]

hahah i hate that shit. and people who cut their arms and shit. fuck that.

[neonboy]

i'm sorry about all of that baby, and eyy, it's not true about you having bad social skills. that really isn't true, most people feel exactly the way you do unless they are fuckin hardcore drunk college party dude and they dont give a shit what they say to anybody. you are just like me which is just like everyone else. you tried to help your mom the same way i would and it was a really sweet thing to do. just because she has bad social skills, and you usually interact with her, thats why you think you do, but nope you guys, you can't be crowned to sit on the throne of this one, take your boxing gloves off and sit this match out, there's a new cowboy in town that has bad social skills and it's your mom.

ps - when she talked to your cousin on the phone, i think she was just afraid to talk to you face to face because she is crying and also she doesnt want her own daughter to see her in tears because she doesn't want to show you her weaknesses.

by the way

[neonboy]

i love you

Re: by the way

[killmissamerica]

hehe. i love you.

[vomitbox]

I get all uncomfortable and antsy when people cry around me, too. I dunno what I'm supposed to say to them. I must not be very compassionate.

[killmissamerica]

well thats the thing, its like, i care but i wanna get away from them too. haha its weird.

[sweetgarbage]

I'm exactly like that too. But your mom should have appreciated the cuteness of you coming to comfort with little pink kleenexes.