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[killtobreathe]

what a crazy week. two moves and a new job. im totally exhausted. went to lani's party on saturday night with unlimited beer and yet i still did not get way drunk. what the fuck!?! we had a bbq at my new house on sunday with those cute nz boys! i hate the way i still feel extremely sad and empty inside even when there is so much going on. i

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[skatracey]

It's amazing how we men effect us or how we think they effect us.
Falling in love and then losing it is damn well one of the hardest things we have to go thru in life I reckon. But at some point we do stop thinking they are effecting us. Martin took me about 18 months to get over. It was strange I just woke up one day and thought he's not going to hurt me any more. There are so many things that make me happy. I want to do them. At that point, a relationship was not in my mind- but I did heaps of things to make me happy including doing more music stuff- 4ZzZ stuff particularly.I tried new hobbies. I promised myself for each year for the rest of my life I would test my boundaries. ( I did this one after Victor and I broke up.)
Anyways what I am saying is... one day is will happen. You just to want to make it happen as well.
Hard thing to let go when you love someone. I know I've been there as well.

[turnedofftvgray]

i just saw off minor last week here. they were soooooo good youll have a lot of fun.

keep your chin up baby doll. i know its fucking hard as shit, but this too shall pass. i love you, smile for me, kay?

<3