The saddest day of my life....

[killurself]

Daphne's dead

Comments

[fachism]

i'm so sorry, i know there is nothing i can even say to make you feel better. when bianca died i cried for days, i'll be thinking of you, hang in there kid:(

[killurself]

Thank you so much. I know there isnt much anyone can ever say to help insidents like these but it really means alot that you even took the time to comment. It hurt really bad when a few of the people who i think of as really good friends wouldnt even say anything at all. Everytime i started saying how upset i was that would just say "oh sux" and change the subject. It helps knowing that there are people(even some ive never met) who honestly care or understand how i feel. Thank you.

[fachism]

as much as it sux it usually takes bad stuff happening for you to see who yer friends really are, but then again some people don't know how to deal w/ stuff liek that so they just try to avoid it all togther, maybe yer friends fall into that catagory. either way i know i've never met yo but you've been on my friends list for years and yer a cool chick, i know how much you love animals in general (since you do that for yer job) and Daphne in particular so it's not just like, "oh my dog died, i'm sad" its sooooooo much more. cry if you need to and dopn't let anyone tell you not to or make you feel bad about it or that it's a small thing, take as much time as you need, and remember all the good times, fun stuff you and her shared and know that YOU made her life good when all that she had before that was sadness, she knows you loved her. ::hugs::

[killurself]

wow that was probably the best thing anyone has said to me since daphne died!

I know that some people dont know what to say and i understand that. But most people have been admitted that to me. The one guy that im thinking bout imperticular made it pretty obvious that he wanted nothing to do w/ the topic and he didnt care at all...just the tone of his voice. And he was like uh more then just a friend so ya think he woulda at least pretended to care just for my sake. ahh guys...

I dont know if ill ever get over daphne and everything just reminds me of her. Its been REALLY hard. I really appreciate your(and everyones) comments! Thanks!

[playdohheart]

oh laura, im so sorry.

[killurself]

Thank you...this past week has been horrible.

We should hang out soon....i leave for college in sept.

I've been there

[amyheartsyou]

I'm sorry too. I don't know what else to say, or what I can say to possibly make the situation better.
Chin up. It gets better. I promise.

Re: I've been there

[killurself]

Thank you. Everyone says itll get better but so far it hasnt. And working at a vet office hasnt helped. All day i see all these happy animals and happy people and it makes me so jelous. The worst is seeing the stupid people who pet their dog/cat to sleep cuz its peeing on the floor. I would give my life to have daphne back and here they are playing god with an animals that loves them so much...its not fair.

Re: I've been there

[amyheartsyou]

I know it isn't fair, it fucking sucks. But time is the only medly for this kind of wound. I just hope it comes sooner for you. No one deserves that kind of pain.

[girl_disarmed]

oh hun, im soo sorry. it always really sux when
any animal dies...ESPECIALLY a dog. do take peace
in the fact that she probably went quick & w/o
pain. much love to you. xox.

[killurself]

Thank you. Dogs do so much for so many...they really are "mans best friend". Even though i cant imagine geting another dog at this point the thought of living forever w/o another one is a hundred times worse of a thought. My boss said that she did go quick which im glad because if i knew that she laid on the side of the road in pain for hours that woulda killed me even more then losing her did.

[jeffxpunkx]

that fucking sucks laura. hang in there.

[killurself]

thanx jeff...im trying