Up and over we go through the wave and undertow ( Read more... )

I think all of us have gone a little crazy during our stay in Vegas. We went to the Alystra squat house a few days ago. The spirit of discontent and apathy followed us home. This town puts us all in unhealthy states of mind. Everyone is getting sick. San Francisco in a few hours. The dualism of reality can only be described as bittersweet ( Read more... )

 Daunting but doable.

We leave in 10 days goooooodddd gooooood my skin is crawling. Money is going to be extremely tight, living is going to be extremely dirty. Still need to find a place for Devendra and Gaia to stay while we're gone. I've sold many of my possessions in preparation. I am running for secretary of the local branch of SPUSA! I'm going to spread the seeds ( Read more... )

Vacationed on the beaches of South Carolina the past few days. Warm white sand and driftwood never felt so right. Ryan house sat and took care of Devendra and Gaia while I was away. I'm really digging this one. Really. I've been outrunning "love" for way too long. I deserve the happiness, beauty, and music that accompanies this phase.

August nears. My tummy ties knots every night while attempting sleep. This trip will either be intensely beautiful/sacred/worthwhile or a mangled adverse reaction. I'm risking a lot ( Read more... )

• I am relatively happy.
• I have finally settled on a topic worth the amount of pages it would take to fill a novel. Interviews have commenced with great expectations.
• Pan's Labyrinth is a wonderful movie!
• I actually enjoy going to school.
• I'm considering going to San Francisco for a few days in the middle of March before going on a 9 day cruise to Mexico ( Read more... )

Life has been in my favor lately. At the end of most days I go to sleep in an outstanding mood. I spent halloween weekend in Savannah and met so many awesome people/saw so many beautiful things, I can't wait to go back ( Read more... )

I've never been the type to believe in luck more than fleetingly but sometimes life throws a curveball and I am simply astounded by others "lucky streak". Maybe I'm just too stubborn to learn the lessons that are right in front of my face. Maybe I feel incredibly guilty for things I've done in the past and continue to do, subconsciously stopping ( Read more... )

The love of my life is in town and I've been spending most of my time entangled in all of her goodness. I got a job today holy crap I am happy about that. I'll be flyin high on wednesday and my birthday is on sunday. I flooded Zack's room last night haha you can't write that shit my friend ( Read more... )