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Please recommend a book or two worth reading. Don't bother suggesting Ayn Rand, Chuck Palahniuk, or that shitty book everyone seems to be a fan of, The Perks of Being a Wallflower.

Thank youuu.

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Awesome
+the drive there (minus incoming calls)
+opossums!
+fog
+subway at 2 AM
+drinking at 3 AM
+the promenade
+cannon ball babies
+parking garage romp
+ben's 007 moves
+nottsberry farm monsters

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I am sick of septum piercings!!!?@$%&@Y*&*%&(^@#%

...and the 15 yr old girls that get them.

Pressure from several sides lately. I don't know what I want. Sometimes I wish I could get inside my own head. I feel as if it's disconnected from my heart.

I had been trying and trying to no avail so I did the only thing I haven't done. I stopped trying. If continually making an effort for you isn't going to change anything, maybe this will.

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This is too overwhelming right now. Past experiences have led me to believe it wouldn't be this hard. Times like these make me want to say count me the fuck out, I want no part in this. I want unhindered, no limits or rules. But then I remember that everything of value takes work to keep and progress is pain and pain is gain.

cop: what is your name
me: C A R R I E..
cop: excuse me miss, do you think I'm stupid? I went to college, I know how to spell. just tell me your name.
me: Carrie
cop: is that Carrie with an 'ie'? a 'C' or a 'K'?

....does anyone else see the humor in this?

I do not understand why you let this continue to drag you down. I know you are trying to "set things right" but you don't have to limit yourself to staying behind closed doors for the rest of the summer because of one mistake. Move on, don't let your hangups affect every other aspect of your life. You're losing friends this way.

Love,
your "best