!!.u.g.h!!

[killxmexquickly]

when he's really meant to me i wish that he would be nicer to justify my feelings for him..when he's nice i wish that he was mean so that it might cause me to not like him anymore. and then i see him..and it hurts...but as much as it hurts we can sit there and laugh..and be normal..and comfortable and not weird..but i feel so out of place..yet i

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[_cyanidexkiss_]

Im sorry I didn't stay I would of but I was real tired and just plain out of it...boys yuck...I wish I could make it better for you, just like I wish you could make this better for me, but we can't...there will be others and one day we'll both see that, even though I know you think none will make you feel like he does, but one day one will only in that good way that you deserve, but I know you don't believe that right yet...niether do I...hopefully it'll happen though