CLOSE THE FUCKING DOOR!

[killyou]

Well, if Sonja read my entry I don't know cus she didn't reply or n/e thing so, whatever. I guess she's taking my offer. Anyway...it's weird. I realized today that I have alot more friends than I usualy do but I just find myself becoming more lonely every day. I guess it's cus none of those people really know me or what I'm like. They know the

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[bk2schoo_bk2coo]

Hey Jamie, I read your entry last night but I had to think for a long time on what to do or say about it. I would call you but I think the best thing to do would be to write it out b/c that way I can really get what I want out of it

[killyou]

Sonja, you know that I don't think you're going to fuck up your life or anything. I know you're smart and have the sense not to. I was just in a really bad place when I wrote that entry

[bk2schoo_bk2coo]

The reason I lied to you about the drugs is b/c I thought you wouldn't think the same about me, like I would be less to you. I know I shouldn't have but I rationalized to myself about lying. I'm sorry for that.

Anytime that you want to hang out w/ me and my other friends you are welcome to join us. I just didn't really think you wanted to, b/c you always seemed uncomfortable when we go out and stuff. Just call my cell phone though and we will come and get you if you just ask...

As for Pierre and Anthony, they didn't turn out to be all that great of friends anyhow. Pierre rarely hangs out w/ me and always comes up w/ some stupid excuse like he has to do "drug deals". And when I confronted him about it he said that he's just afraid he's going to start liking me again. Anthony is mad that I'm going out w/ Barron again b/c he's jealous, and he hates Barron even though he's never met him. He says that it's b/c he has a "bad feeling" about my "horrible mistake" (going out w/ Barron again)...So stupid.

Well, I will call you sometime soon.