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killyourmilf

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Apr 10, 2006 21:45

Because I could not stop for Death-
He kindly stopped for me-
The carriage held but just Ourselves-
And Immortality.

I heard there's more to live than living but living isn't so easy when you want nothing to do with it. Im crazy. I ramble on about nothing, without a point. Sometimes I feel like thats exactly how i live my life, without a point. How ( Read more... )

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nothings__found April 11 2006, 03:10:24 UTC

To be exact Im a clinically diagnosed manic depressant

i know exactly what you are going through, right now. it's like you're in my body at this very moment.
wow. we need to talk more or something. seriously.

killyourmilf April 14 2006, 14:25:53 UTC

714-6248

kayladidwhat April 11 2006, 13:08:42 UTC

deep shit i'm hear if you ever wanna talk i only live a couple rooms away and we'll be seeing alot of each other i havent halped latly tho either sry about all the drama and i should have said thank you more then i have but yeah idk 1 month is along time and i hate it already

killyourmilf April 14 2006, 14:25:24 UTC

fuck you. you would definitly be the LAST person i would go to for advice.

sore_arms April 11 2006, 15:41:35 UTC

everyone will say "i know exactly how you feel"

but you yourself KNOW that no one can know exactly how you feel.. because YOU dont even know how you feel..

^^ thats how i feel.. about why im feeling the way i am

killyourmilf April 16 2006, 08:57:17 UTC

this is why i love you.

lilmissmollie April 11 2006, 23:22:31 UTC

alex i miss you. haven't talked to you in too too long. i don't see you so much at school lately. know that i am always here if you want to talk. i know how bitchy bayview can be and i personally feel like shooting myself multiple times daily with some of the girls there but it's all so much worse when you have a lot of other shit going down like you do. i know it's only going to get better for you now. we're almost out...like 20 something days that's IT. we really need to hang out over break i'll deff call you! in the mean time i hope everything works out...

mollie

beherenow420 April 13 2006, 03:37:34 UTC

Hey Alex, listen I know that you don't know me particularly well, and I far from know what exactly is going on in your life, but Alex I really would like to talk with you sometime. I am 23 years-old and I still have no fucking clue who I am, what truly drives me, what I want, where I'm going, or even how to change it. I have many friends with bi-polar and have been with them through their highs and lows, especially in the case of one of my best friends at Brown who was going through some shit last semester that led to my own nervous break-down (or at least in part). What you were saying about pot was quite true, it does rob you of your motivation and can stop you from caring- if you use it too an excess or to escape. I have been smoking for a good decade now, trust me when I say that I know what I'm talking about. Don't go back to being a pothead- you can turn yourself around. Stay clean, at least for a while, work hard to fix things, if you go back to your old habits you wont be able to do that. More importantly, you are under ( ... )