OOC: Found this in an old folder.
venus_furs mun and I wrote it together.
It's Lou/Nico, but set in alternative universe where Lou is a girl. So it's actually femslash.
Lulu is sitting curled up on a couch at the Factory, scribbling in her notebook while John sits on the floor, tuning his viola. She's got on a pair of men's jeans and a preshrunk t shirt, and bare feet. Nico walks in, hiding her nervousness in the confident strides she's used to using.
"Hello," she says, pleased that she doesn't sound nervous.
"Hi,"says John,equally apprehensive but polite. Lulu just looks at her blankly.
"I'm Nico, Andy would have said I was coming?" she says, her English not as good as it is when she's more confident.
"Yeahhh,"Lulu says. "Oh! Right. " She sits up and looks around for her shoes.
"You're Lulu, yes?" Nico asks. "The person in charge?"
"It's my band," she says territorially.
"Yes," Nico nods. "That's what Andy said."
"Who did you sing with before? Not that I don't trust Andy." Lulu slides her feet into a pair of shoes, but they don't enhance her height at all, she's still peering up petulantly at Nico.
"Bob Dylan," Nico says, with a slight air of pride.
"Cool,"Lulu says. She's impressed, alright? Fine. She's impressed.
"He's okay," Nico says. "A little odd at times..."
"I like his hair,"Lulu says. "But he mumbles. "
"Yes, he does. It's a little hard when I sometimes need help with English..." she smiles a little.
"You're not American."
"German," Nico confirms. "Only been here a few months."
"German. huh."Lulu says. "You look it."
"Is that good?" Nico asks, unconsciously posing as she was used to doing in her modeling days.
Lulu looks her up and down. "It's a good look. Very Ride of the Valkries. Very Aryian. They can look at you while the rest of us play."
"I sing," Nico corrects her.
"Sorry," she says, but doesn't mean it. She's still...put out.. at being "replaced". "Do you know any of our songs?"
"Andy showed me some,' Nico nodded. "They're...interesting."
Lulu raises an eyebrow.
"Interesting good," she adds.
"Thanks. Critics usually use words like "tuneless" and "cacophony". Lulu grins.
"I would say...perhaps the second, but the first is wrong," Nico nods.
"You want to play one now?" Lulu asks.
"Sure," Nico says. "Whatever you want."
Lulu walks by John and taps the back of his head. "Auditioning the new singer. Come play. " She saunters over to her guitar, hips swaying.
Nico watches the look on John's face and realises that if he hasn't fucked this girl - he wants to. Very much. Lulu straps on her guitar, practiced, businesslike, and adjusts a few frets. Nico walks to the mic. She can feel both pairs of eyes on her.
"Which one did you learn?" Lulu asks.
"Several," she answers. "Start playing, I'll tell you if I need to change.
She starts with a slow version of I'll Be Your Mirror, watching Nico to see if she'll screw up. Hoping she will, but also..unable to resist finding her really attractive.
Nico knows this one, and she sings it, her voice wrapping around the words softly and expressing them.
Lulu has to look away. This *is* her song, come to life.
Nico continues, the song permeating her mind.
Lulu feels the spell being cast and really, really tries to fight it, but John keeps looking at her and mouthing YES.
Nico knows she's won, for now, so she quietly flicks off the mic at the end of the song.
"You wanna be in the band?" Lulu asks finally. "We get paid barely enough to live on, but you get an apartment and Andy takes care of a lot of stuff. People throw crap at us when we play, so I hope you're good at ducking. Don't be late to shows."
"Sounds good to me," Nico nods. "I accept."
Lulu sits down on the floor and puts her head in her hands. John puts his hand on her shoulder but she shoves him off. "I need an asprin. Get me an asprin!"
"I've got some in my purse," Nico says. "Here," she gets it out and hands the bottle to Lulu. "Some water?" she asks John.
He goes, looking annoyed and a little hurt.
"Thanks. PMS, you know,"Lulu says.
Nico nods. "I know the feeling." She gives Lulu a "being a girl sucks" look.
"Girls in rock-you gotta act like the boys or they won't let you play in the sandbox, "Leave me alone, I'm ovulating" never goes over well."
"I know," Nico nods. "It's been the same. And of course, I never..." she trails off.
"Never what?" Lulu asks.
"Got the chance to at least talk to someone about it," Nico says, prevaricating.
"You mean, you've never been in a band with another chick?"
"No," Nico says. "Mostly solo and working with Bob."
"This'll be new then,"Lulu says. John returns with the water, Lulu chugs it and inhales two asprin.
"Took you long enough,"she snaps.
"Fuck you,"John snaps back and stomps off.
"Is he always so..." Nico doesn't quite know the word to use.
"No, I bring it out in him, apparently."
"Ah. Sexual tension?" Nico asks, very, very casually.
"We live together. And we spend too much time pretending we don't sort of want each other, I guess,"Lulu shrugs.
Nico nods. "Is he into boys? Sometimes if someone is into both, they have problems admitting things like that."
"That'd be so hot!" Lulu grins.
"It would," Nico agrees.
"But I don't know. He mostly brings girls home. I go both ways myself."
"Really?" Nico raises an eyebrow. She doesn't mention her own opinion just yet.
"Everyone around here knows. And my parents know. My dad says to my brother, "Eli, we're going to find you a nice Jewish girl," and I said "can I have one too?" Talk like that makes my mother start crying."
Nico laughs. "Your poor mother. Probably scares her. She wants grandchildren or something."
"I can have kids! I don't want them, but I'm not - I'm the one that carries the bloodline anyway."
"So yeah, you're probably right"
"Mothers are....odd about grandchildren," Nico murmurs. "At least mine is."
"She's getting pushy?"
"She has my son with her now," Nico says.
"Oh.."Lulu pauses. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay. When I'm more settled I hope I can bring him with me. To be here," she says.
"Probably be nice for him,"Lulu agrees, smiling tentatively.
"For me too," Nico says, smiling back. "I...don't regret him..."
"What about his dad?"
"He...dumped me after sex," Nico says.
"Bastard. That's why I won't sleep with the Welsh Viola. We'll do it, he'll be terrible, he'll leave the next morning and my band will be ruined."
"It could happen that way," Nico nods. "Sometimes, it's easier to sleep with a girl, isn't it? Not so...complicated."
"A girl knows..what another girl needs, especially if she's a good friend,'Lulu says quietly. "And you can't get knocked up, or that she might make you try to do things you don't want to."
Nico nods. "Easier. I wonder sometimes if it's the same for the guys who..."
"Andy said it can be."
"But Andy isn't into girls," Nico says. "I mean, like we thought about John...."
"You mean like guys who are bi? Or like guys who won't admit it?"
Lulu asks.
"Bi, is that the word? English is...not my first tongue," Nico says. "I'm sorry."
"Bisexual, yeah."Lulu says.
Nico nods. "That's what I meant, that I am with men and women?"
"Yes." she nods. "Ever done both at the same time?"
"No," Nico says. 'But two girls once...."
"Cool. "Her eyes widen.
Nico leads Lulu to her bedroom. It's very feminine, but not overly so.
"It's pretty,"Lulu says, bouncing a little on the edge of the bed
"Thank you," Nico says. "I'm...a little nervous."
"I am too. "
"That's good," Nico smiles. "We might understand some awkwardness."
"You can come over here,"Lulu says.
"Okay,' Nico says and moves closer, her hand on Lulu's knee.
Lulu kisses her clumsily.
"That's nice," Nico whispers, not really noticing the clumsiness.
Lulu runs her fingers through Nico's long hair. "I don't want to rush."
"Me either," Nico agrees. "Taking it slow would be nice..."
Lulu rests a hand on Nico's waist and kisses her again, slowly
Nico's lips open a little as she kisses Lulu.
Lulu slips her tongue in Nico's mouth
"Ohhh," Nico sighs and sucks gently on Lulu's tongue. She's getting more aroused every moment, but it's not urgent. She can just feel it, rising in her, and it feels good.
Lulu looks into Nico's eyes as she slides her hand further up Nico's torso
"Lulu..." Nico moans softly.
She plays with the buttons on Nico's blouse, undoing them slowly.
Nico's hands are exploring Lulu's t-shirt, feeling her skin through it. She's not ready yet to lift it off.
Lulu reaches up and pulls the barette out of her own hair, letting it fall to her shoulders. She finishes unbuttoning Nico's shirt and cups a breast through Nico's bra.
"Oh...Lulu," Nico murmurs. "I'm...I don't have words sometimes."
Lulu snaps her bra open and slips her hand inside. "What word do you think you might mean?"
"Oh....so good....that one for now....Lulu...." She arches into the touch.
"I like hearing you moan,"Lulu whispers, and licks her nipple gently
Nico moans then, long and low and husky. "Do that again, and I'll moan again," she whispers, feeling her wetness increase.
Lulu smirks and licks the other one
Nico is true to her word, arching forward more. "Please..." she whispers, not even sure what she's asking for. Just more.
"Lie back"
Nico does, not even trying to fight it. She knows she'll be able to touch Lulu later, find out what mkes her feel good. She's very happy to let Lulu take the lead now.
Lulu opens her shirt more, and kisses down Nico's body, taking the zipper of her pants down with her teeth "Can I..?"
"Yes!" Nico almost shouts.
Lulu takes her trousers off, and her underwear which is already wet. She rubs Nico slowly with her fingers.
"Oh...." Nico moans softly. "Lulu, feels..." she shivers under the feel of the calluses on Lulu's fingers.
Lulu strokes her, slipping her fingers in a little further
"That's...just right," Nico whimpers and moans. "So very right, Lulu...." she clenches around Lulu's fingers.
Lulu brushes her clit, rubbing her fingers back and forth lightly
"Oh..." Nico pushes agaisnt Lulu, wanting more. "I need..."
Lulu does it again, and again
"Yess..." Nico whispers. "Lulu..." She pulls Lulu to her so she can kiss her.
Lulu's heart beats faster, her nipples harden a little and she moans too.
Nico's hands finally move under Lulu's shirt, still not lifting it, but moving right up to her breasts. She laughs in delight.
"No bra?"
"It's a statement,"she pants, "to the patriarchy. Except I think it backfires!"
"Cause they....leer at you?" Nico gasps out, then bends her head to lick Lulu's breasts through the fabric.
"Yeah. Not that I mind. "Lulu grins, and then gasps at Nico's tongue
"I know we said slow, but I'd kind of like you to be as naked as I am," Nico murmurs and bites gently through the shirt.
"Oh! Hold on!" Lulu pulls her t shirt off, her breasts are smaller, but she's not anything approaching flat. Her jeans are baggy on her, but she's very curvy so she fills them out, she just fills them out differently than a boy would.
"Wow," Nico smiles. "You're even more lovely this way."
Lulu unzips her jeans, rolling away from Nico for a moment to get them off. She's wearing tiny black panties, sometimes she doesn't even wear those.
"Gorgeous," Nico murmurs. It's the only English word she can think of that comes near.
"Do you want these off too?"
"Yes," Nico says.
Lulu slips them off and tosses them behind her. She moves back to Nico again.
Nico wraps her arms around Lulu, almost an innocent embrace if they were clothed. But they aren't and she can feel Lulu against her. "You're wet too," she smiles.
"Yes,"Lulu moans.
"Not that I didn't expect it, but..." Nico smiles and moves her thigh against Lulu.
She's soaking. "Touch me.."
"Yes," Nico says and bends her head, licking a nipple, sucking lightly. Teasing a little.
Lulu whimpers
"So many things we could do," Nico murmurs.
"Nico!"
"Yes?" Nico asks. "Was there something you wanted?" She's swollen and aroused, but the teasing is just managing to be enough fun for her to ignore it.
"You're teasing."
"I am," Nico nods. "What are you going to do about it?"
Lulu pins her wrists down. "I don't know."
"Really?" Nico murmurs. "Seems like you're on the right track..."
"I could tie you."
"You could, but not the first night," Nico says. "Remember?"
"Right."
Lulu lets go of Nico's wrists "You could tell me then."
"Or you could do something not involving tying," Nico pouted a little. "So many things..."
Lulu moves back until she can put her head between Nico's legs. She licks her slowly
"Ohhhhh," Nico moans. "Now you know..."
Lulu licks her again, massaging her with her tongue
"Don't stop...." Nico murmurs, stroking her hair.
Lulu keeps doing it. Nico tastes wonderful, and smells wonderful and feels so warm
"Oh, Lulu..." Nico grinds into her tongue. "So good..."
Lulu grins
Nico moves her hips, trying to get more..
.
Lulu rubs her tongue harder, and deeper
"Oh, Lulu...." Nico whimpers again, and feels her orgasm rush through her.
Lulu doesn't stop, even though she feels Nico trembling and twitching in her mouth
"Please, no more," Nico says when it's too much. "For now."
Lulu lifts her head, and looks at her pleadingly as if to say- my turn now?
"Yes," Nico answers the unspoken question. She leans in to kiss Lulu.
Lulu responds eagerly.Nico's fingers wander down Lulu's body, slowly.
Lulu closes her eyes and breathes.
"So wet," Nico murmurs, her fingers already soaked. "So beautiful..." She slides a finger inside Lulu.
"Ohhh!"
"Yes," Nico kisses her as another finger slides in. She likes the taste of Lulu's lips, and realises what else she's tasting. It makes her moan too.
Lulu rocks against the fingers
Nico presses her thumb against Lulu's clit, then her nail, very lightly scraping, as her fingers move inside Lulu.
Lulu whimpers and moans. "More!"
Nico grins and adds another finger, knotting them together and fucking Lulu with them, harder. Her thumb falls back, but the heel of her hand takes over and stimulates Lulu's clit.
"OOH!"Lulu cries
Nico bites gently down on Lulu's neck as she keeps fucking with her hand.
Lulu can feel it-her orgasm builds and then explodes. Lulu cries out, trembling
"Mmmm," Nico murmurs, pulling her hand out and licking it. "You taste wonderful."
Lulu is still winding down, she's too out of it to talk right now, her eyes are big and her breathing is hard
"Oh, you're just gorgeous like this," Nico says.
"Wow,"Lulu gasps
"You liked that?" Nico whispers.
"Yeah!"
"Like to continue, sometime?" Nico asks. "Or even after we've recovered a bit now?"
"I do,"Lulu agrees. She snuggles Nico, a rare sentimental move but she feels she can afford it.
Nico snuggles back, Lulu's certainly seen beyond the ice princess image.
"I like you," Lulu says
"I like you too," Nico says, meaning it. She hadn't known until now that it was more than a momentary lust.
"I think you're gonna be my muse."
"Your muse?" Nico likes the idea.
"Yeah. " Maybe Nico will help her get over Shelly. And get her mind off John. It could happen.
Nico's more than half tempted to suggest Lulu move in with her.
"We could make beautiful music together,"Lulu jokes with a tired smile.
"I'm sure we could," Nico nods.
"Do you have any food?"
"Yes, some, are you hungry?"
"Yeah."