but oh you know youre hard to trust...

[kilmeonthenside]

this past week or so has been a lot better. there are still some things id rather not know about that kill me every time i hear them, but i have to keep reminding myself that its ME he loves. i keep having to have other people tell me, and keep telling myself. i hate that, its so hard for me to trust people, and when i do, they always end up

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[__genderbombs__]

So this is the last time that I'll hold your hand
I want to kiss you on the mouth
And tell you.....
I'm your biggest fan

Man Heather we never really do see eachother and it sucks because it's as though like it slowly happened you know... like we hung out so much and it was gradually being less and less. I don't do much other than school and work but it seems like by the time I get off my days shot and I can never get ahold of you but if you ever have the chance to get ahold of me do it... it's not like I've never snuck out before.. as gay as that sounds... you should just call me and we can do something.. secret agent style. You know how we do. I miss hanging out with you. I miss you girly. Call me I hav every Sunday off, and anyother day I'm home by 7 except Saturdays I'm home by 5.

[kilmeonthenside]

i know i work so late usually, that by the time i get off and get home, youre already in bed or its too late to call you. so call me anytime, especially if its late, ill be more apt to answer. i love you and i miss you, gimme a call.

<3 heather