someone always gets hurt and wow, does this fucking suck.
i keep telling my brain that it doesn't matter, that i don't care.

note to brain.. ignore heart...that however isn't really working. no matter how many times a day i repeat it.
my heart is so heavy.

so forgotten.

so stupid.

Walking at midnight ( Read more... )

Your Stipper Song Is
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the beast and dragon, adored
you been gone so long
where you been for so long
I went to places unknown
rented a room
and i forgot my pen
shook my twin
and I had to find the feeling again

i am out of words. at least words of my own.
carry on.

its 3:34 am...and i am awake. not because i am not tired but because my phone rang not once but twice ( Read more... )

1. I was born March 1970, in Chicago ( Read more... )

my hair smells like the beach. i am full of sand and seaweed. i wish i could have brought my laptop to the dunes and have written. i watched the sun go down over the lake. the sky was so full of yellow and purple ( Read more... )