Comments | kimberly: too neurotic to live (I've said this before)

kimberly

too neurotic to live (I've said this before)

Mar 09, 2011 20:11

I am starting to think I just need brain breaks to really feel more alive and awake in the evenings. I came home tonight and just sat in bed with Artie, dozing slightly and that seems to have helped ( Read more... )

health, dating

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socraticlaughtr March 10 2011, 04:16:23 UTC

I've been alone for so long that I feel more awkward on dates than alone.

I prefer hanging out with friends than "dating".

meh. I have one person that I talk to almost daily and that seems to fill my quota of companionship.

Btw: I was thinking of seeing The Adjustment bureau tomorrow. Do you wanna go see it as well?

kimberly March 10 2011, 04:25:26 UTC

I understand the feeling. I've been on maybe 3 dates on the last 5 years. I also prefer hanging out with friends but eh. I have talked to "R" daily for years but finally, the weight of "noncomittal" has weighed me down.

I have to work tomorrow as usual and when I get home, I'm so exhausted I want to die. That's why I hardly go out. Fatigue sucks.

socraticlaughtr March 10 2011, 05:17:47 UTC

I am on a week and a half off from work (spring break),
Want me to come over and cook for you?

evamagick March 10 2011, 04:59:54 UTC

Ugh. Spend no more time on #1. Don't go down that path again!

What hobbies have you been neglecting lately? Do something fun where you get to meet people. :)

kimberly March 10 2011, 05:55:51 UTC

Eva-bear - I know, right!? No more guys like that. I've been neglecting a lot for a long time though I have been writing a wee tiny miniscule bit which is a big improvement. I have gone out twice in the last several months to "da club" but haven't really danced, too exhausted. I'm trying to go out even just to meet people but a lot of the time, I just stay home b/c I'm tired.

Josh - I've been so tired now for a long time. I really am amazed I have been awake this long. I think the "dozing" earlier really helped. I should do that every day when I get home.

I've been at the point where I drink three cups of coffee (one at 3pm) and I still come home barely able to keep upright. I'm so tired that I feel like I could fall asleep and die.

I need to take my multi-vitamins again.

I'm getting sick of saying it but I'm hoping my drs will find whatever is going to get me back to normal. I miss being upbeat, perky and energetic. I haven't been that in years and every thing has suffered. I feel like a husk.