To be honest, the rumour mill about you is not good right now. Things that have been said, have been things I never thought someone like you would stand for. And the information, whether true or not was being told in hopes that people would keep an eye out for you.
I hate drama and rarely believe gossip anymore, because sensationalizing someone else's grief is not something I hold tightly to. I'm not sure where to begin with the things I've heard. I don't know how to help if it is true. But I want to see you in a better existance. You deserve so much more than you give yourself credit for. You are resiliant and persistant. So it's difficult for me to understand how you get into the positions you sometimes end up in. I see a much stronger person than you do apparently. And I don't mean to say these things in mockery or to scold you. I'm just saying I don't understand.
But if you do need help, you need to tell people. Stop hiding away. We can't help if we don't know you need it.
That's just the thing sweetie. People aren't gossipping as much about you, as they are wondering if what they've heard is true, and how to handle it. I think that may be why no one has approached you
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Stop looking at EVERYTHING in the negative!! Someone tries to reach out to you and all you hear is that people are talking about you. That's going to happen no matter what, it's the nature of people to talk about the people they know and not neccesarily in a negative way, although some people will do just that. Like I said the other day most people are just worried about you because of the things they hear and because you've pretty much disappeared out of most people lives. You can't expect people to just offer up help when you need becuase Doug say's you're doing something if you're sequestering yourself away from everybody. "I'm gonna hide away and wait for people to seek me out to prove their my friends" is a child's mentality. And hiding away doesn't help anything, in your case it only makes things worse because you start feeling like you don't have any friends even though it was you that withdrew yourself from people's lives in the first place. Like I told you on the phone, I was sure that Katie was just worried about you and
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I am right there with kliedel. We're worried about you, but you don't talk to us anymore. It even got to the point where you avoided me - and I know alendark has sent you a message or two on IM and recieved no response back. We thought you didn't want to talk to us, so we figured we'd stop pushing the issue and hope you would come to us.
We still care about you - we still consider you a friend, and we worry about you.
The rumor mill exists for us all, no matter who we are or what we try and do to stop it. There are rumors going around about all of us. Don't let them get you down. Let us know you are okay. we will do darn near anything in our power to help you out - so please let us help you.
It is good to see you back here ... please don't run away again. :(
My IM is from my old job. Apparently it logs in even though during the day I'm at Comcast and have zero access to any internet except what I can get onto at work
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You sound so raw right now, and I wish I knew the magic answers but I don't. I know that you've been trying to unplug from drama for several months and I understand. I know that I've seen you accomplish some important goals. But honestly, I don't know how to get the things I see about you, across to you. I am praying for you to find the strength that you have and need to make positive change in your life. I'm at a loss as to how I can help you, so the only thing I can do is pray. I'm here if you need someone to listen, or a break from the world in which you live. Finding new outlets of expression is something I've been exploring lately. The more I submerse myself in to my new activities the easier it has been to deal with the stresses life's been dealing me. If you ever want to join me you just need to let me know.
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I don't know what to do about things and I'm afraid.
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I hate drama and rarely believe gossip anymore, because sensationalizing someone else's grief is not something I hold tightly to. I'm not sure where to begin with the things I've heard. I don't know how to help if it is true. But I want to see you in a better existance. You deserve so much more than you give yourself credit for. You are resiliant and persistant. So it's difficult for me to understand how you get into the positions you sometimes end up in. I see a much stronger person than you do apparently. And I don't mean to say these things in mockery or to scold you. I'm just saying I don't understand.
But if you do need help, you need to tell people. Stop hiding away. We can't help if we don't know you need it.
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Geesh if people are that worried how about talk to me instead of about me. No wonder why I shut myself away most of the time.
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We still care about you - we still consider you a friend, and we worry about you.
The rumor mill exists for us all, no matter who we are or what we try and do to stop it. There are rumors going around about all of us. Don't let them get you down. Let us know you are okay. we will do darn near anything in our power to help you out - so please let us help you.
It is good to see you back here ... please don't run away again. :(
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I am praying for you to find the strength that you have and need to make positive change in your life. I'm at a loss as to how I can help you, so the only thing I can do is pray. I'm here if you need someone to listen, or a break from the world in which you live. Finding new outlets of expression is something I've been exploring lately. The more I submerse myself in to my new activities the easier it has been to deal with the stresses life's been dealing me. If you ever want to join me you just need to let me know.
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