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Houses and the end of the semester.
I haven't written in here in a while.
I'm really considering buying a house. That is scaring me, a lot. I have to get qualified soon (17th?) sometime before the end of the year.
I'm excited, but I'm scared. -
wimptastic
School's almost over for the fall semester, which is crazy. I should be doing so much more than updating my livejournal. :]
just to keep you updated:
I'm going to school
I'm working
I'm trying to save up money for a house/getting prequalified/scaring myself to death.
It's gloomy today and I need to do laundry so I'm off -
change
Now is the time for change in America--or so says the election results. I am just not sure if it is time for change in my life.
I'm kinda psyching myself out of change.
I'm scared of it even if it could be tremendously positive. I don't want to let myself down. -
progress
How do you get your own life? I don't want to drain my remaining friend's energy by burdening them with my problems. I haven't contacted counseling yet, but plan to go on Monday after class and hopefully speak to someone then to help with the self esteem issues ( Read more... ) -
Hi can't sleep.
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I love fall.
it's windy and cool out.
thank goodness. -
hi. fragile heart and mind and body here.
So I decided towards the beginning of the school year that I was going to try to stop seeking approval from outside sources because it really only left me feeling worse ( Read more... ) -
apple nerd.
So, I've been waiting for the LETS ROCK event (aka yearly iTunes/iPod review) and tuned into gizmodo's live blog hoping and praying Steve Jobs would just cave in and put a camera on the iPod Touch so I could buy one and go nuts with iCal/Notes/Email/AppStore + more room than both my 2nd gen Nanos combined. *sigh* Maybe not. Next year ( Read more... ) -
how do i leave people alone?
so,
here's the deal.
I feel silly cause I keep trying to talk to people who are either busy or don't want to talk to me and don't feel like telling me.
I don't know why I can't just leave people alone.
Why do I need people around so much?