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[kimbolina]

What would it be like if someone was to ask you how you're doing, and you're response was, "Pretty fucked up, u

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[chellchan]

I was all happy to see a post from you and then... o_o;;. Girl, first time actually journaling (since your posts last year were simply your videos ^^) in how many years and this is what I see!? You'd think there would be some kind of encouragement. Come on Kimbo! You can do it! I'm sure this feeling won't last long, you always pop back up :).

~*Chell*~

[kimbolina]

Lol thx chelly...yeah i'm already feeling better. Sorry for the disappointment hahah! we'll see how things go in a few days. U'll see another post from me then. Hopefully my emotions won't kick my ass...although i wouldn't mind it if it felt good.

[sapphira]

I'm sorry you're having a rough time, honey. I don't think artists are singled out when it comes to having to deal with the less than desirable, I think artists are just better at turning those things into something that everyone can relate to at some point in their lives.

I'm not sure what happened or what's going on, but I instantly thought of a song that's relevant to facing bad things head on. I hope it gives you some strength:

[kimbolina]

My Sapphy!!! thanku so much girl...i LOVE LIGHTS HOLY CRAP! When u sent that video...i was like....what the heck?! Felt like home. I love this song...it's actually the first time i heard it. <3 Thx for sharing m'dear...and thanku for ur love...i miss u :/

[chellchan]

Lights is the ONLY CD I bought in well over a year! That's how much I love her. Sapphy introduced me to her too back in December, though she didn't know it at the time!!! :D I listen to it all the time!! Marc said it was cute that I actually got fan-girly over someone cuz it doesn't happen ;).

~*Chell*~

[odangoatama]

dfghjk ;.; Feel better honey! If you ever need to talk to anyone, I'm just a phone call away ♥

I'm thinking about you, girl!

~*~Me

[kimbolina]

Beryyyyl *huggles*!!! my reliable support from afar haha! it's been so long, and yet it feels like yesterday when we chatted in iparty haha...it's always magic when i hear from u. Thanku for always caring for me, girl...ur in my thoughts too! <3

[odangoatama]

*huggles!!* ^____^ I'm always here for you babe! It doesn't matter if it's been three days or three years, nothing's going to change how much I care about you~!

It totally does feel like just yesterday that we were in iParty together, though! We need to talk again soon ^___^ I miss you girl!

Thank you for keeping me in your thoughts ;o; ♥ you're amazing.

~*~Me

[zetasol]

I don't think you're a miserable person. Its like that saying you tend to be harder on yourself than what others may think of you. It happens. A lot of things aren't easy to deal with, and facing other people has to be one of them. I am like that at times. I throw up walls when things get to a point where I can no longer compute, and all I want to do is just "shut-down" for awhile. I hate when I do that but I am learning to talk rather than to wall it up

[kimbolina]

koko...ur response was so encouraging...thanku SO much for ur words of wisdom...u definitely hit the nail on the head on all ur points...ALL of them! ur so sweet kokomo...i appreciate ur care *huggles*...i know u've definitely gone through a lot...so yeah, if u'd like to share, i'd love to listen. Email me when u have the time k? thx girl! <3!

[unbalanced]

I don't know what to say, but I DO understand how you feel. I definitely, definitely can relate to this entry.

Whatever the reason for your misery... I really hope you feel better. =( ♥

[kimbolina]

Hey tifa! Thanku so much m'dear...i appreciate ur comfort...i'm already feeling better...no worries...it just takes time, yah? I'm glad u can relate...that alone comforts me. Life is meant to be a hike, not a stroll, ne? I hope things are going well in ur life, girl...it was so great to hear from u after so long <3 Take care of urself, Tifa...<3 *huggles*