I finally have a phone line which means I finally have the internet! Sweet! I'm sooo happy. Anyways.... Indy is... well... okay. At first I was extremely miserable. I had no money (still have no money), no friends, no one to talk to, and nothing to do. Well I have met some people and work isn't quiet as uncomftorable as it was at first. At first I ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty much completely moved in to my new apartment. There are a few things that I will be taking with me tomorrow. Yep. I came back. I was supposed to leave today, but it's been raining all day. Besides. I wanted to go to the new mall before I left. Tata.

Driving to Indy today with Amy. Yippee.... I'm going to go take a nap before I have to be at work.

So I have 10 days left and I feel absolutely miserable. I feel like I'm completely abandoning Josh and David. I feel like it's not right of me to leave them, even though I know I have to do what's best for me I feel like shit. The fear of being away from everyone is really starting to kick in. How am I going to do this? And what if they decide to ( Read more... )

Needing a break from everything. Needing a nap. Needing a blanket. Needing some peace and quiet. I need to get away. But alas responsibility kicks me in the ass.

Can you believe it? I can't! In 20 days I will be living a whole state away. 2 hours from everything I've ever known. 2 hours from some of the best people who have ever come into my life. I'm so not prepared. I should really be packing, but it's hard! It's hard to pack when you are so scared about leaving. A part of me just wants to stay and say ( Read more... )

It's possible the worst feeling in the world. Death. I still can't believe it. Yesterday I went shopping with Addy for a suit for her to wear to one of my closest friends' funerals. How can you deal with that. It's like life can no longer be normal. Fun nights will never be the same with the enormous void in our lives. I know that he wouldn't have ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a while. What can I say. I just don't have the will I guess. Well I'm getting a promotion. Yep that's right. I'm going to be making the big bucks. (Please insert sarcasm) So I'll be in Indy. for 6 months. Yep 6 months away from everything I've ever known. And you know, I think there might be about 2 maybe 3 people who could ( Read more... )

Went o Kings Island today! I had so much fun! I felt like a little kid again. Last night I could barely sleep because I was so excited to go. Today on the way there I was bouncing up and down. I just could keep still, I was so psyched. Thursday I'm going to the zoo. Then I'm going to see Harry Potter. Those are the two best things ever in one day!

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