man...things are odd....im just in deep thought about death and how it effects people differently. i mean, so many people have a connection with the dead, my family, friends what have you, but i dont. im numb to it. i dont feel a connection to the dead, all i have is memories....stupid memories, there so lifeless, they dont bring me any feeling at ( Read more... )

Laptop is sick :( all my technology is failing me....oh god Zunie! I hope he stays ok. Curse my luck with technology

So got booted out my apartment, my XBox's graphics card went out, my phones shut off bu you can call i just cant do the same, and now im living at my parents with no license, job, or vehicle. life pretty much blows right now. the silver lining is that my friends are doin their damnedist to keep a smile on my face and it means the world. I have ( Read more... )

My little sister's friend just died, im pretty sure all of knows hows that like. well she wants a tattoo but i am not artistic so i need one you lovely friends of mine to design one if you wanna. it would help her out tons.
If your interested heres what she wants:


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im fucking sick of it. im so tired of when i do or say something that is ment to be complimentry i get fucking reemed. If your dating someone and your my friend, the last thing i wanna do is fuck up that relationship, but i will hit on you and your sig other. if ya dont like it fucking chill. im not trying to get in your pants, far from it. i like ( Read more... )

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but seriously, it is

lets see, no job, no money, now my jeeps headlights dont work after the tail lights weren't working and i replaced the switch. its not a shock, i mean for the last about 4-5 months everything has been going the exact opposite that i wish them too. its odd, im lonely but dont want anyone around. again, surrounded by people who love me and care but ( Read more... )

im curious as to how much female attention ill continue to get if i ever get a grilfriend and wont give the same attention. odd

man, i miss him so much. its seems like everyone has forgotten or just dont want to deal. i miss him, the way his judgment always mattered, how he could always make me feel better. the way he would shout my name. it hurts, hurts even more so knowing it will never be uttered again. iv been readin some philosophy and its helping, but it doesnt ( Read more... )

friday-after playing 10+ hours of halo 3 online, go to bed, ten minutes later derek wakes me up for drinks. then a fifth gone and i pass out till five, go to hooters at 7:30, have beers, act a fool and come home. 10:30 go to town pub and get a pitcher and a trash can. come home to 3 fifths....scene missing ( Read more... )