Don't know what you have til its gone
Requested by:kuroiimiyumi
Pairing: Eli/Alexander
Rating: R
Warnings: Mild rape (not explicit)
Summary: You push hard enough and eventually it will move
Alexander was standing by his locker, one foot placed on the back so his knee was sticking out while he leaned against it, lip in between his lips and a small pink blush kissing his cheeks. Soohyun had one hand placed next to Alexander's head while he was asking him out, promises of a good time if Alexander were only to give Soohyun a chance. Alexander has been hounded by Soohyun for three weeks now, the boy was cute with a muscular build that had everyone swooning over him.
"So how about it, come hang out with me tonight at my family's cabin."
"Where is it again?"
"Other side of town, near the lake."
"Sounds romantic.." Soohyun leaned in closer lips an inch from Alexander's.
"It is...so will you co---" Soohyun got shoved, he was ready to turn around and punch who ever it was but stopped when he saw it was Eli. Alexander's unwanted body guard. He had a crush on Alexander since they were in kindergarten, but Alexander didn't like him back. Eli glared hard at Soohyun while Alexander was just shaking his head, he grabbed Alexander's wrist and dragged him out of the building and to his car.
"Let me go!" Alexander tried hard to get his hand away from Eli but found that the only time he was let go was when he was being pushed into the car and strapped in. He crossed his arms over his chest and pouted.
"What were you doing with Soohyun?" Eli backed out and started driving towards Alexander's house.
"Talking, really Eli this needs to stop. I'm not your property." Eli just sighed.
"I love you." Alexander blushed, Eli pulled onto Alexander's drive way and looked at him after turning the car off.
"I love you Xander, so much." Alexander bit his lip and looked away, he knew Eli did, he always had. Alexander didn't feel the same and he told Eli on many occasions but he just wouldn't give up.
"You know how I feel."
"That doesn't make me love you any less. You can't just...get rid of feelings."
"You shouldn't interfere with my life. If I want to date Soohyun I'm going to."
"Don't, please don't. He's...he's bad news ok?" Alexander glared at Eli before getting out of the car. Seriously? Eli didn't even know Soohyun! Well, neither did he..but still! Eli can't go around calling people he knows nothing about bad news, and if Alexander wanted to hang out with someone who was bad news, then damn it he will! It's his body, his life and his choice, not Eli's. Alexander fell back onto his bed and sighed. Eli's always been there for him, ever since he could remember and he owed him a lot, but sometimes he was just too much.
~*Flash backs*~
Kindergarten
"Alexander! You can't play with us!" Sungmin shouted when Alexander tried to help him and Kyuhyun build blocks.
"W-why?" His eyes watered and his lip quivered, no one was ever nice to him.
"Because you aren't Korean!"
"I'm half!!" Sungmin just glared and went back to building his blocks, Kyuhyun looked like he wanted Alexander to play with them too. He started crying, no one was letting him play and it was always because he wasn't fully Korean. He felt a hand on his shoulder and turned around, this smaller boy was smiling happily at him.
"I'm Eli! Come play with me!"
"Y-you don't care that I'm not full Korean?" Eli wiped away Alexander's tears and took his hand leading him to the swing set.
"I'm American, me and my mommy moved here awhile ago, so I speak English."
"I speak it too!"
"You're American?!"
"No, but I lived there for awhile." Eli smiled and pulled Alexander into a hug, the older boy blushed but hugged Eli back. He finally had a friend and didn't want to lose him.
"I like you! Let's be like Umma and Appa when we get older!"
"We-we're both boys!" Alexander sighed when Eli said he didn't care.
"Maybe." That was enough to make Eli happy the rest of the day, he pushed Alexander on the swings and shared his pudding cup with the boy he wanted to be with. Alexander was just happy he wasn't alone anymore, Eli was nice.
Third grade
"Give it back!" Kangin and Yesung took Alexander's notebook, it was his secret one where he wrote all his secrets but no one should get it confused with a diary, because diaries are for girls.
"You shouldn't write things if you don't want people to read it!" Alexander stepped up to Yesung to take his notebook but the bigger boy shoved him to the ground. He landed hard on his butt and looked up with tears in his eyes, Yesung and Kangin smiled until they saw Eli come up behind Alexander. Eli shoved Yesung into Kangin making them both fall on their butts, no one was as strong as Eli was. Even if Yesung and Kangin both tried Eli took tae-kwon-doe and could beat them up, so no one ever messed with Eli. He was nice enough not to hurt people unless they bothered him or Alexander, especially Alexander. Yesung and Kangin picked themselves up after dropping the note book and ran for it, Eli wasn't worried about them because everyone knew better than to tell on Eli. He turned around and smiled lovingly at Alexander who was still on the ground with tears falling from his cheeks. Eli picked him up and carried him over to the benches where he began to wipe his tears away with his sleeve.
"Are you ok?"
"Y-yeah."
"You aren't hurt anywhere?" Alexander took a moment to think about it before he shook his head. Eli sighed happily, he pulled Alexander into a tight hug and kissed his cheek making the latter's face turn tomato red.
"You just kissed me!" Alexander tried to push Eli away but it was no use.
"On you're cheek! Calm down." Alexander pouted when Eli pulled back and stuck his tongue out at him, stupid jerk.
"Want me to push you on the swing?" His face lit up and nodded, Eli took his hand leading the way to the swings.
"Eli.."
"Hmm?" Alexander sat on the swing but didn't let Eli push him yet.
"You're my best friend."
"You're mine too."
"Will we always be friends?"
"The best forever!"
"Promise?"
"I promise." Alexander smiled, he was a strange boy but Eli really was the best thing that's ever happened to him.
Eighth Grade
Alexander was sitting under the bleachers after school with Seungho, they were holding hands and talking while sharing a mug of hot chocolate. There wasn't any snow but the cold December air called for hot chocolate and snuggling, something that Seungho really wanted to do with Alexander. They weren't really dating, they just spent a lot of time together doing things that normally couples would do, but they weren't officially together.
"Alexander...I...we, be my boyfriend ok?" He blushed.
"I..s-sure..." Seungho leaned in to kiss Alexander but was pulled back by Eli.
"Eli!"
"He's playing you Xander."
"Let me go!" Eli threw Seungho out of the bleachers, Alexander got up and went to his side glaring at Eli.
"Look." Eli pointed to the pile of bodies that lay on the other side of the bleachers, Seungho's eyes widened.
"They were going to jump you, not sure what else. All of them are Seungho's friends, so I could only assume....." Alexander slapped Seungho across the face and ran home crying, how stupid could he be?
"You're a bastard."
"I love him, don't mess with him. You'll have a problem with me if you do." Seungho only nodded, Eli was scary. He took off to Alexander's house and arrived about 10 minutes after the latter did, he was let into the house and went straight into his room. Alexander was still crying curled up on his bed and holding the giant monkey plushy that Eli got him for his birthday last year. Alexander felt the bed dip, he immediately found Eli and cried in his lap while the latter ran soothing fingers through his hair.
"I'm sorry."
"You helped me."
"You got hurt, so I'm still sorry." Alexander sat up, Eli brushed away his tears and smiled gently at him.
"I love you Alexander." He blushed and moved away.
"Y-you.....why do you do that?"
"Because I mean it." Eli pulled Alexander close to him and sighed softly.
"You smell like vanilla.." Alexander giggled and moved away.
"You really are too much, thank you. Spend the night?" Eli nodded they spent the night watching movies until they both ended up passing out on the bed, Eli half hanging off of it while Alexander was comfortably tucked under the covers.
~* End flash backs*~
It was their Junior year of high school and Eli still didn't get over this thing he had for Alexander and Alexander was really starting to get annoyed by it because if Eli was there (which he always was) no one ever wanted to try getting with him. Meaning Alexander is 18 and has yet to have his first boyfriend. School always went slow on Friday's, Soohyun didn't try talking to Alexander all day and that might have had something to do with Eli sticking to his hip like glue. They were walking to Alexander's house when Soohyun pulled up in front of them.
"Alexander! We're heading to the cabin right now, want to come?" Kiseop was waving at them from the back seat of the car, they were expecting Alexander to come.
"Leave Soohyun." Eli made to grab Alexander's hand and drag him away but the latter moved back.
"I'm going Eli."
"Don't, it's not safe."
"Stop it will you? You aren't my boyfriend nor are you my guardian! Leave me alone, I'm sick of you always being around!" Eli looked hurt, but he only nodded and walked away with his head down. Alexander felt a little bad but when he thought of everything he missed out on because of Eli he didn't really care, he hopped into the passenger seat and smiled at Soohyun and Kiseop.
"Glad you finally broke free." Kiseop laughed softly and they drove all the way to the other side of town blasting the radio and singing along to all the songs they knew, even trying to follow along with ones they didn't. They arrived around 6 at the cabin, it was beautiful! Alexander went in after Soohyun and straight to the bedroom to put his school stuff down, he smiled and looked around, everything was really nice and quaint. Soohyun came up behind Alexander and hugged him tightly kissing his neck.
"S-Soohyun..."
"Let's get to the real reason we came here now shall we?" Kiseop started stripping in front of Alexander, the latter blushed with wide eyes.
"I'm sure you heard the rumors of what happens when people come with me to the cabin." He shook his head.
"We have sex, and I always share with Kiseop." Alexander laughed nervously, he felt around for his phone in his front pocket, he needed to call someone.
"I-I have to go to the washroom." Soohyun let him go and he began to strip, Alexander went into the bathroom and closed the door. He pulled out his phone and pressed 1 on his speed dial.
"What do you want?" Eli's tone was cold, Alexander was going to scold him for being like that but decided to let it go, he needed Eli to get there now.
"Eli, they...you were right please please come get me! I'm at Soohyun's cabin.."
"I know where it is. You went there on your own, you deal with it."
"Eli please! I don't want this! Eli I---AH!" Alexander screamed, Soohyun busted through the door and closed his phone shut. He pulled him back into the room and threw him on the bed, clearly angry.
"You were calling for help? I thought you liked me Xander." He climbed on the bed and over Alexander pinning him down while Kiseop began to strip him. Alexander struggled to get free, Soohyun was laughing at his feeble attempt, he slapped him across the face and smirked when he saw tears in his eyes.
"Should have listened to you're little boyfriend." Alexander felt a slick finger being pushed into him, he cried out tears falling down his cheeks. Another one was added soon after, Kiseop began to thrust them fast trying to get the preparation over and done with. They switched positions, Soohyun had Alexander's legs above his shoulders while Kiseop was sitting on his chest.
"Use any teeth and I'm going to hurt you more, ok princess?" Kiseop smacked Alexander's cheek lightly and pinched him to get his mouth open. He slid his full length inside Alexander's mouth laughing when the latter gagged.
"God, you're so tight. Soohyun push in, I want him to scream." Soohyun chuckled and pressed the tip of his cock to Alexander's hole before pushing in. Alexander screamed, loud, more tears ran down his cheeks when Soohyun began to thrust fast and hard. They laughed every time Alexander cried out from a hard thrust or when Kiseop would gag him more with his cock. Everything was hurting, he was still soft and really really needed Eli. Honestly Alexander didn't think Eli would come, he told him to leave him alone, and judging by his tone of voice and indifference on the phone Alexander believed that Eli would really just leave him to suffer what ever was going to happen. Soohyun and Kiseop switched again, this time when Soohyun pushed inside of Alexander's mouth he bit down hard. Soohyun pulled out and keeled over crying in pain. Alexander got up and tried to make a run for it, Kiseop caught him by the hair and slammed him down on the ground head snapping back painfully against the wooden floor. Everything was fuzzy after that, Alexander was put back on the bed on the brink of unconsciousness, the last thing he saw was Eli coming through the door and Soohyun being pulled off of him. Everything went black.
Alexander woke up in the hospital with his younger brother Kevin and Kevin's boyfriend Kibum next to him. He smiled weakly and squeezed the hand that held his. Kevin woke up and smiled wide.
"You're awake!"
"How long was I not?"
"Two days." Alexander sighed.
"You had a concussion, are you ok?"
"Yeah I feel fine. Wh-where's Eli?"
"He brought you in and stayed until me and Kibum showed up. Did something happen?"
"W-why do you ask?"
"He wouldn't look at you and he didn't stay. That's....well weird for Eli." Alexander only nodded, he told Kevin what happened and sighed harder. Eli was finally listening to him, but he didn't want him to.
"Thank you."
"For what?"
"You came all the way from America."
"You're my brother and you got hurt. I don't know why you decided to stay in Korea by yourself anyways." Kevin pouted, he left after a few more hours with Alexander, he was able to go home. Kevin and Kibum were staying in a hotel and leaving later that night to go back to San Fransisco where Kevin's family was. Alexander was trying to sleep that night but kept having the same nightmare of being raped every time he closed his eyes.
"Hello?"
"Eli..."
"What do you want? It's 2:30, go to sleep."
"I-I can't sleep...please can you come over?" Eli sighed over the line but said he would be there soon anyways. Alexander waited by the door, Alexander got the door open and hugged Eli before the latter even had a chance to knock on the door. Alexander felt part of him break when Eli didn't hug him back. They walked in and went straight to Alexander's room, Eli was still half asleep so he climbed in right away. Alexander scooted in close to Eli and rested his head against his chest, he smiled when Eli wrapped a protective arm around his shoulder, he fell asleep after about 15 minutes when Eli was already passed out. Eli was really warm, Alexander owed him his life, his everything, the best friend he ever had.
Alexander woke up alone in bed. He shot up and darted out of bed, regretting it because his head was still a little spinny. He saw Eli by the door putting his shoes on.
"You're leaving?"
"You told me to leave you alone. I wish you'd stop calling." Alexander looked down, so he was still mad.
"Don't..."
"It's too late." Alexander's eyes began to water again.
"You promised forever."
"That was before you kept breaking my heart. I can't do this anymore Xander." Eli sighed and walked out locking the door behind him. Alexander sunk to the floor crying, Eli hated him now, his best friend hell his only friend was gone because Alexander was a jerk. He never should have doubted Eli, he wouldn't keep him from having a life if it wasn't for the best, Eli knew more about the people in the school. Alexander curled up on the floor, he just wanted to die, nothing could have happened to him that would have been worse than losing Eli. He hated himself, it took that long to realize he loved him.
Alexander didn't show up to school for three days, and honestly Eli was worried. Screw what he said before, he would still go to the ends of the earth to be with Alexander, just be near him. He skipped school and went to his apartment and knocked on the door. No answer, he waited five minutes and knocked again, no answer. Eli sighed and crouched down feeling for the peice of camo tape, he pulled it up with the cut out block pulling the extra key. Alexander was looking at the door from the same spot on the floor.
"Where were you."
"I...Eli you came.." Alexander got up and walked over to Eli wrapping his arms around his neck. Tears were forming in his eyes when Eli didn't hug him back, he screwed up.
"Eli..."
"You told me to leave you alone, I did and all you're doing is calling me back to you. Stop it."
"D-don't you love me anymore?" Eli wrapped his arms around Alexander's waist, he hid his face in Alexander's neck, sighing softly.
"Vanilla....Xander, of course I still love you. It's just...I can't do it anymore, give me time to get over you. Please." Alexander let out a gasp, fresh tears were falling down his cheeks now, he pulled back and smiled sadly at Eli.
"Please don't."
"I--"
"I love you too. It took....I'm sorry it took so long." Eli smiled and kissed him softly on the lips.
"I don't care if it took you another 20 years....."
"Don't leave me, I love you, I need you."
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Lame ending i know....its like midnight and im sleepy D: but i had to finish this x3 hope you like it sweetie <3
Pairing: Eli/Alexander
Rating: R
Warnings: Mild rape (not explicit)
Summary: You push hard enough and eventually it will move
Alexander was standing by his locker, one foot placed on the back so his knee was sticking out while he leaned against it, lip in between his lips and a small pink blush kissing his cheeks. Soohyun had one hand placed next to Alexander's head while he was asking him out, promises of a good time if Alexander were only to give Soohyun a chance. Alexander has been hounded by Soohyun for three weeks now, the boy was cute with a muscular build that had everyone swooning over him.
"So how about it, come hang out with me tonight at my family's cabin."
"Where is it again?"
"Other side of town, near the lake."
"Sounds romantic.." Soohyun leaned in closer lips an inch from Alexander's.
"It is...so will you co---" Soohyun got shoved, he was ready to turn around and punch who ever it was but stopped when he saw it was Eli. Alexander's unwanted body guard. He had a crush on Alexander since they were in kindergarten, but Alexander didn't like him back. Eli glared hard at Soohyun while Alexander was just shaking his head, he grabbed Alexander's wrist and dragged him out of the building and to his car.
"Let me go!" Alexander tried hard to get his hand away from Eli but found that the only time he was let go was when he was being pushed into the car and strapped in. He crossed his arms over his chest and pouted.
"What were you doing with Soohyun?" Eli backed out and started driving towards Alexander's house.
"Talking, really Eli this needs to stop. I'm not your property." Eli just sighed.
"I love you." Alexander blushed, Eli pulled onto Alexander's drive way and looked at him after turning the car off.
"I love you Xander, so much." Alexander bit his lip and looked away, he knew Eli did, he always had. Alexander didn't feel the same and he told Eli on many occasions but he just wouldn't give up.
"You know how I feel."
"That doesn't make me love you any less. You can't just...get rid of feelings."
"You shouldn't interfere with my life. If I want to date Soohyun I'm going to."
"Don't, please don't. He's...he's bad news ok?" Alexander glared at Eli before getting out of the car. Seriously? Eli didn't even know Soohyun! Well, neither did he..but still! Eli can't go around calling people he knows nothing about bad news, and if Alexander wanted to hang out with someone who was bad news, then damn it he will! It's his body, his life and his choice, not Eli's. Alexander fell back onto his bed and sighed. Eli's always been there for him, ever since he could remember and he owed him a lot, but sometimes he was just too much.
~*Flash backs*~
Kindergarten
"Alexander! You can't play with us!" Sungmin shouted when Alexander tried to help him and Kyuhyun build blocks.
"W-why?" His eyes watered and his lip quivered, no one was ever nice to him.
"Because you aren't Korean!"
"I'm half!!" Sungmin just glared and went back to building his blocks, Kyuhyun looked like he wanted Alexander to play with them too. He started crying, no one was letting him play and it was always because he wasn't fully Korean. He felt a hand on his shoulder and turned around, this smaller boy was smiling happily at him.
"I'm Eli! Come play with me!"
"Y-you don't care that I'm not full Korean?" Eli wiped away Alexander's tears and took his hand leading him to the swing set.
"I'm American, me and my mommy moved here awhile ago, so I speak English."
"I speak it too!"
"You're American?!"
"No, but I lived there for awhile." Eli smiled and pulled Alexander into a hug, the older boy blushed but hugged Eli back. He finally had a friend and didn't want to lose him.
"I like you! Let's be like Umma and Appa when we get older!"
"We-we're both boys!" Alexander sighed when Eli said he didn't care.
"Maybe." That was enough to make Eli happy the rest of the day, he pushed Alexander on the swings and shared his pudding cup with the boy he wanted to be with. Alexander was just happy he wasn't alone anymore, Eli was nice.
Third grade
"Give it back!" Kangin and Yesung took Alexander's notebook, it was his secret one where he wrote all his secrets but no one should get it confused with a diary, because diaries are for girls.
"You shouldn't write things if you don't want people to read it!" Alexander stepped up to Yesung to take his notebook but the bigger boy shoved him to the ground. He landed hard on his butt and looked up with tears in his eyes, Yesung and Kangin smiled until they saw Eli come up behind Alexander. Eli shoved Yesung into Kangin making them both fall on their butts, no one was as strong as Eli was. Even if Yesung and Kangin both tried Eli took tae-kwon-doe and could beat them up, so no one ever messed with Eli. He was nice enough not to hurt people unless they bothered him or Alexander, especially Alexander. Yesung and Kangin picked themselves up after dropping the note book and ran for it, Eli wasn't worried about them because everyone knew better than to tell on Eli. He turned around and smiled lovingly at Alexander who was still on the ground with tears falling from his cheeks. Eli picked him up and carried him over to the benches where he began to wipe his tears away with his sleeve.
"Are you ok?"
"Y-yeah."
"You aren't hurt anywhere?" Alexander took a moment to think about it before he shook his head. Eli sighed happily, he pulled Alexander into a tight hug and kissed his cheek making the latter's face turn tomato red.
"You just kissed me!" Alexander tried to push Eli away but it was no use.
"On you're cheek! Calm down." Alexander pouted when Eli pulled back and stuck his tongue out at him, stupid jerk.
"Want me to push you on the swing?" His face lit up and nodded, Eli took his hand leading the way to the swings.
"Eli.."
"Hmm?" Alexander sat on the swing but didn't let Eli push him yet.
"You're my best friend."
"You're mine too."
"Will we always be friends?"
"The best forever!"
"Promise?"
"I promise." Alexander smiled, he was a strange boy but Eli really was the best thing that's ever happened to him.
Eighth Grade
Alexander was sitting under the bleachers after school with Seungho, they were holding hands and talking while sharing a mug of hot chocolate. There wasn't any snow but the cold December air called for hot chocolate and snuggling, something that Seungho really wanted to do with Alexander. They weren't really dating, they just spent a lot of time together doing things that normally couples would do, but they weren't officially together.
"Alexander...I...we, be my boyfriend ok?" He blushed.
"I..s-sure..." Seungho leaned in to kiss Alexander but was pulled back by Eli.
"Eli!"
"He's playing you Xander."
"Let me go!" Eli threw Seungho out of the bleachers, Alexander got up and went to his side glaring at Eli.
"Look." Eli pointed to the pile of bodies that lay on the other side of the bleachers, Seungho's eyes widened.
"They were going to jump you, not sure what else. All of them are Seungho's friends, so I could only assume....." Alexander slapped Seungho across the face and ran home crying, how stupid could he be?
"You're a bastard."
"I love him, don't mess with him. You'll have a problem with me if you do." Seungho only nodded, Eli was scary. He took off to Alexander's house and arrived about 10 minutes after the latter did, he was let into the house and went straight into his room. Alexander was still crying curled up on his bed and holding the giant monkey plushy that Eli got him for his birthday last year. Alexander felt the bed dip, he immediately found Eli and cried in his lap while the latter ran soothing fingers through his hair.
"I'm sorry."
"You helped me."
"You got hurt, so I'm still sorry." Alexander sat up, Eli brushed away his tears and smiled gently at him.
"I love you Alexander." He blushed and moved away.
"Y-you.....why do you do that?"
"Because I mean it." Eli pulled Alexander close to him and sighed softly.
"You smell like vanilla.." Alexander giggled and moved away.
"You really are too much, thank you. Spend the night?" Eli nodded they spent the night watching movies until they both ended up passing out on the bed, Eli half hanging off of it while Alexander was comfortably tucked under the covers.
~* End flash backs*~
It was their Junior year of high school and Eli still didn't get over this thing he had for Alexander and Alexander was really starting to get annoyed by it because if Eli was there (which he always was) no one ever wanted to try getting with him. Meaning Alexander is 18 and has yet to have his first boyfriend. School always went slow on Friday's, Soohyun didn't try talking to Alexander all day and that might have had something to do with Eli sticking to his hip like glue. They were walking to Alexander's house when Soohyun pulled up in front of them.
"Alexander! We're heading to the cabin right now, want to come?" Kiseop was waving at them from the back seat of the car, they were expecting Alexander to come.
"Leave Soohyun." Eli made to grab Alexander's hand and drag him away but the latter moved back.
"I'm going Eli."
"Don't, it's not safe."
"Stop it will you? You aren't my boyfriend nor are you my guardian! Leave me alone, I'm sick of you always being around!" Eli looked hurt, but he only nodded and walked away with his head down. Alexander felt a little bad but when he thought of everything he missed out on because of Eli he didn't really care, he hopped into the passenger seat and smiled at Soohyun and Kiseop.
"Glad you finally broke free." Kiseop laughed softly and they drove all the way to the other side of town blasting the radio and singing along to all the songs they knew, even trying to follow along with ones they didn't. They arrived around 6 at the cabin, it was beautiful! Alexander went in after Soohyun and straight to the bedroom to put his school stuff down, he smiled and looked around, everything was really nice and quaint. Soohyun came up behind Alexander and hugged him tightly kissing his neck.
"S-Soohyun..."
"Let's get to the real reason we came here now shall we?" Kiseop started stripping in front of Alexander, the latter blushed with wide eyes.
"I'm sure you heard the rumors of what happens when people come with me to the cabin." He shook his head.
"We have sex, and I always share with Kiseop." Alexander laughed nervously, he felt around for his phone in his front pocket, he needed to call someone.
"I-I have to go to the washroom." Soohyun let him go and he began to strip, Alexander went into the bathroom and closed the door. He pulled out his phone and pressed 1 on his speed dial.
"What do you want?" Eli's tone was cold, Alexander was going to scold him for being like that but decided to let it go, he needed Eli to get there now.
"Eli, they...you were right please please come get me! I'm at Soohyun's cabin.."
"I know where it is. You went there on your own, you deal with it."
"Eli please! I don't want this! Eli I---AH!" Alexander screamed, Soohyun busted through the door and closed his phone shut. He pulled him back into the room and threw him on the bed, clearly angry.
"You were calling for help? I thought you liked me Xander." He climbed on the bed and over Alexander pinning him down while Kiseop began to strip him. Alexander struggled to get free, Soohyun was laughing at his feeble attempt, he slapped him across the face and smirked when he saw tears in his eyes.
"Should have listened to you're little boyfriend." Alexander felt a slick finger being pushed into him, he cried out tears falling down his cheeks. Another one was added soon after, Kiseop began to thrust them fast trying to get the preparation over and done with. They switched positions, Soohyun had Alexander's legs above his shoulders while Kiseop was sitting on his chest.
"Use any teeth and I'm going to hurt you more, ok princess?" Kiseop smacked Alexander's cheek lightly and pinched him to get his mouth open. He slid his full length inside Alexander's mouth laughing when the latter gagged.
"God, you're so tight. Soohyun push in, I want him to scream." Soohyun chuckled and pressed the tip of his cock to Alexander's hole before pushing in. Alexander screamed, loud, more tears ran down his cheeks when Soohyun began to thrust fast and hard. They laughed every time Alexander cried out from a hard thrust or when Kiseop would gag him more with his cock. Everything was hurting, he was still soft and really really needed Eli. Honestly Alexander didn't think Eli would come, he told him to leave him alone, and judging by his tone of voice and indifference on the phone Alexander believed that Eli would really just leave him to suffer what ever was going to happen. Soohyun and Kiseop switched again, this time when Soohyun pushed inside of Alexander's mouth he bit down hard. Soohyun pulled out and keeled over crying in pain. Alexander got up and tried to make a run for it, Kiseop caught him by the hair and slammed him down on the ground head snapping back painfully against the wooden floor. Everything was fuzzy after that, Alexander was put back on the bed on the brink of unconsciousness, the last thing he saw was Eli coming through the door and Soohyun being pulled off of him. Everything went black.
Alexander woke up in the hospital with his younger brother Kevin and Kevin's boyfriend Kibum next to him. He smiled weakly and squeezed the hand that held his. Kevin woke up and smiled wide.
"You're awake!"
"How long was I not?"
"Two days." Alexander sighed.
"You had a concussion, are you ok?"
"Yeah I feel fine. Wh-where's Eli?"
"He brought you in and stayed until me and Kibum showed up. Did something happen?"
"W-why do you ask?"
"He wouldn't look at you and he didn't stay. That's....well weird for Eli." Alexander only nodded, he told Kevin what happened and sighed harder. Eli was finally listening to him, but he didn't want him to.
"Thank you."
"For what?"
"You came all the way from America."
"You're my brother and you got hurt. I don't know why you decided to stay in Korea by yourself anyways." Kevin pouted, he left after a few more hours with Alexander, he was able to go home. Kevin and Kibum were staying in a hotel and leaving later that night to go back to San Fransisco where Kevin's family was. Alexander was trying to sleep that night but kept having the same nightmare of being raped every time he closed his eyes.
"Hello?"
"Eli..."
"What do you want? It's 2:30, go to sleep."
"I-I can't sleep...please can you come over?" Eli sighed over the line but said he would be there soon anyways. Alexander waited by the door, Alexander got the door open and hugged Eli before the latter even had a chance to knock on the door. Alexander felt part of him break when Eli didn't hug him back. They walked in and went straight to Alexander's room, Eli was still half asleep so he climbed in right away. Alexander scooted in close to Eli and rested his head against his chest, he smiled when Eli wrapped a protective arm around his shoulder, he fell asleep after about 15 minutes when Eli was already passed out. Eli was really warm, Alexander owed him his life, his everything, the best friend he ever had.
Alexander woke up alone in bed. He shot up and darted out of bed, regretting it because his head was still a little spinny. He saw Eli by the door putting his shoes on.
"You're leaving?"
"You told me to leave you alone. I wish you'd stop calling." Alexander looked down, so he was still mad.
"Don't..."
"It's too late." Alexander's eyes began to water again.
"You promised forever."
"That was before you kept breaking my heart. I can't do this anymore Xander." Eli sighed and walked out locking the door behind him. Alexander sunk to the floor crying, Eli hated him now, his best friend hell his only friend was gone because Alexander was a jerk. He never should have doubted Eli, he wouldn't keep him from having a life if it wasn't for the best, Eli knew more about the people in the school. Alexander curled up on the floor, he just wanted to die, nothing could have happened to him that would have been worse than losing Eli. He hated himself, it took that long to realize he loved him.
Alexander didn't show up to school for three days, and honestly Eli was worried. Screw what he said before, he would still go to the ends of the earth to be with Alexander, just be near him. He skipped school and went to his apartment and knocked on the door. No answer, he waited five minutes and knocked again, no answer. Eli sighed and crouched down feeling for the peice of camo tape, he pulled it up with the cut out block pulling the extra key. Alexander was looking at the door from the same spot on the floor.
"Where were you."
"I...Eli you came.." Alexander got up and walked over to Eli wrapping his arms around his neck. Tears were forming in his eyes when Eli didn't hug him back, he screwed up.
"Eli..."
"You told me to leave you alone, I did and all you're doing is calling me back to you. Stop it."
"D-don't you love me anymore?" Eli wrapped his arms around Alexander's waist, he hid his face in Alexander's neck, sighing softly.
"Vanilla....Xander, of course I still love you. It's just...I can't do it anymore, give me time to get over you. Please." Alexander let out a gasp, fresh tears were falling down his cheeks now, he pulled back and smiled sadly at Eli.
"Please don't."
"I--"
"I love you too. It took....I'm sorry it took so long." Eli smiled and kissed him softly on the lips.
"I don't care if it took you another 20 years....."
"Don't leave me, I love you, I need you."
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Lame ending i know....its like midnight and im sleepy D: but i had to finish this x3 hope you like it sweetie <3