Sins of a Hyung
Title: Sins of a Hyung
Requested by: fayewoo11593
Pairing: Alexander/Dongho, Eli/Kiseop , Kibum/Kevin
Rating: R
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A/N: Sorry it took so long~
Alexander sighed. This was wrong. This was so wrong. He was the hyung, the eldest of the group, the Umma who nagged at them. He couldn't have feelings for his babies, especially when that certain baby was the baby of the babies! Sure Dongho was growing up but there was still that six year age gap between them. Six years! There was also that whole fact that Soohyun had a thing for Dongho too....or was that just fan service? Well there was Kiseop! No...no that was planned fan service, Kiseop was with Eli....Kibum and Kevin were solid and Kevin felt more Umma-like to Dongho than Alexander himself did. So....he would need to find out the relationship and feelings between Dongho and Soohyun first and if Dongho didn't like him then he would back off and let his dongsang-duel's love blossom. He hated it but it was the best for himself and his little magnae.
"Alexander hyung?" He jumped, being pulled from his thoughts. Kevin was sitting in front of him and smiling softly.
"Yeah Binnie?"
"Are you alright hyung?" Alexander looked down, it wouldn't help if he lied to Kevin because the younger always knew when he was lying.
"I'm not...but it's okay."
"About Dongho?" He looked up again, small blush creeping in on his cheeks. Okay so Kevin always knew everything. Kevin smiled and pecked his cheek softly.
"Talk to him alright? Even if he doesn't return your feelings at least he'll know and you can start to move on and feel better."
"Alright....thank you Kevin-ah."
"Anything for you Hyung!" Another quick kiss to his cheek and Kevin was up and running to the other side of the practice room to sit and cuddle with Kibum. From the corner of his eye he saw Dongho and Soohyun leaving the room, it was better to confess now or never. Alexander picked himself up and walked out of the room and looked around for the Shin pair, he heard Dongho's voice from his left and followed it. The door to the room was half open and it looked like a serious conversation, so instead of walking in Alexander crouched by the door and listened in.
"Say it Dongho-ah" Soohyun's stern but loving voice.
"I...I like you hyung...No. I love you. Hyung I love you, please...please accept at least my feelings if not me too." Alexander felt his heart breaking, he pressed his back against the wall, hand coming over his mouth to muffle the sobs that were about to break through. He couldn't hear the next words said by Soohyun, if they got together or not he didn't care. Dongho didn't feel for him and there was no point in even confessing anymore. He pushed himself off the wall and ran down the hall, tears streaming down his cheeks. He didn't want to be near anyone right now, didn't want anyone to see him in such a state. He rounded down the stairs and waited an hour in the car before the other members came down. Dongho climbed in next to him, Soohyun after then the other respective couples.
"Are you alright Hyung?" Dongho put a hand on his shoulder, very worried about the eldest Hyung. Sure he was a brat but he had his moments where he showed his affection. Alexander flinched away, causing the youngest to pout.
"I'm fine." He thanked God his voice didn't waver. He was used to being strong in front of the others, it was his job as the hyung. Dongho looked a little hurt and just nodded and found his place in Soohyun's side, the older wrapping an arm around the magnae. It was a quiet ride home.
Alexander was the last to enter the dorm, he went straight to his room. Being the eldest he was given his own room, he left the door unlocked and sat on his bed. He could feel the heart break taking over him again when he heard the lock click. Dongho stood in front of him, biting his lip and looking very nervous.
"Did I do something hyung?" Alexander shook his head.
"The person I'm in love with loves another...and it's just..getting to me now." Dongho nodded a little, his heart beating faster at the possibility that it could be him.
"Who...Who do you love Hyung?" Alexander sighed, Dongho would only feel bad if he knew it was him, so it was best to lie.
"Kevin."
"Feel better Hyung." He left the room and went to his own.
"Hyung..." Soohyun looked up from his book and motioned for Dongho to come over to him. The boy was already crying, so he could only assume Alexander rejected him.
"He loves Kevin..."
"I'm sorry." Dongho snuggled more into Soohyun's chest, letting all of his emotions go. He'll be happy for Alexander, he'll still love him with all his heart. He just won't tell his hyung that.
"I love Alexander..."
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It was a normal morning in the dorm, normal until Dongho slapped Kevin (who was sitting on Alexander's lap trying to be cute to borrow some money from him).
"What the hell Dongho?!" Kibum was quickly picking his boyfriend up and cradling the crying boy. No one every hit Kevin, especially not Dongho.
"W-What did I do?" He all but whimpered out. Dongho glared hard at him.
"Do you have no feelings?! Can't you see Alexander hyung is hurting because of you!?" Everyone froze.
"Dongho don't...i-its not a big deal stop."
"No hyung! Kevin can't keep clinging to you like that when you're hurting over him!"
"You're whating over my Kevin, hyung?" Kevin face palmed softly.
"You didn't tell him did you Alexander?"
"Said it was you." Kevin sighed and only nodded.
"Alexander doesn't have feelings for me Dongho-ah, he lied to you." Dongho looked at Alexander, tears brimming his eyes because he just hurt his Kevin hyung.
"Really?"
"Yeah...I couldn't..tell you." He ran to Kevin and gave him a tight hug, apologizing softly. Kevin rubbed his head and said he was forgiven. Alexander walked to his room and called for Dongho to follow him, he had to tell him now. Once the lock clicked and they were alone again did Alexander turn around to meet Dongho's glare.
"Why did you lie to me?"
"Because I heard you and Soohyun talking yesterday! I heard...how you feel for him. I couldn't help it okay? I love you Dongho-ah. I'm jealous and upset and I'll get over it soon and let you be happy with Soohyun. I just thought that you would feel bad if you knew that I felt like this and you loved another and I just....I didn't think okay?" Dongho had a hand over his mouth to muffle his laughter.
"What's so funny magnae? Are my feelings funny to you!? Aish...this was stupid."
"I don't love Soohyun hyung." He burst into laughter.
"Then why did you confess to him?"
"He was helping me with my confession to you silly! I love you Alexander hyung." He said with a bright smile, cheeks a bright pink. Alexander looked up and smiled slightly.
"Really?" Dongho strode over and placed a soft kiss to his lips.
"Yes really...I love you so much Hyung." Alexander whimpered and pulled Dongho onto the bed and into his lap. The latter pushed his hyung down and cuddled close to him.
"Make love to me."
"What?"
"Hyung....show me you love me~" Dongho cooed at Alexander and slowly started to take his shirt off.
"We just got together Dongho." Alexander sighed while taking Dongho's pants and boxers off, he wanted this but maybe it was a bit too soon.
"I've loved you for so long so you're going to make love to me right now." Alexander kissed his lips and nodded,anything for Dongho. They were kissing softly, both naked and hard on the bed, Dongho's hand was stroking them together while Alexander was preparing him. There were soft moans and muffled mewles when they switched positions and Alexander pushed inside. Dongho clung to him tightly, feeling the sensation of being stretched open and so full very new and foreign for him. But it was Alexander, the hyung he loved more than anything else, the hyung he would give up his selfish magnae ways for. His hyung, his boyfriend. His. It was slow and passionate at first, testing how hard he could go until Dongho told him it hurt to much. He'd pulled out a one point to add more lube and Dongho started to really feel the pleasure.
"F-Faster hyung.."
"Are you sure?" Alexander pecked his lips when Dongho nodded and started to pound his hips faster and harder. He shifted and lifted Dongho's hips to give himself more leverage and found that certain spot that caused the magnae to twist under him. Everything went slower when Dongho started clenching.
"Why'd you slow down?"
"I want our first time to be in love...I love you." Dongho blushed and kissed him softly while Alexander continued to thrust gently into him and wrap a hand around his member. White flashed behind his eyes, everything when spotty and he came. The only thing Dongho could register was the feeling of Alexander filling him up. He pulled out slowly and pulled Dongho close to his body.
"I love you so much Dongho."
"I love you too....this..." Dongho clung to Alexander. "This is so much better than what I hoped would come out of me confessing." He smiled and kissed his head softly, singing a soft lullaby to lull Dongho to sleep. It may be wrong because he's the eldest hyung, but he didn't care if he was committing a sin or a crime, all that mattered was that Dongho was his and happy. They were happy.
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