*sigh*

[kimihope]

I had a request to post something the other day.  Here it goes

Comments

[misselizabethky]

I'm so proud of you for going a whole week without cigarettes! I know how you feel about not working and being able to sleep in getting old; I'm right there with you. But now you've got the test scheduled so you'll do great on that and then start working. Good luck!

[kimihope]

Thanks! I just have to tell myself that this will pass. I'm sure once I start working, I will wanna go back to these lazy days!

[snowrabbit]

Yea, as anyone who hangs out all day would learn, daytime TV sucks ass. Don't tell me you don't watch ;) Those courtroom TV shows can be addictive!

[kimihope]

I watch Fox News. I take it you don't. I could be wrong. :)

[snowrabbit]

Hehehe no cable here :( Fox News, though, seems like it's biased one-sided-ness would be entertaining. I heard a report out a week or two ago about how Fox News only reports on the Iraq war a fraction of the time that other news outlets does. Fox's response? Something to the effect of, "We don't want to depress America." Wow.

[kimihope]

Yeah, but there's other news besides the war! Don't get me wrong, I'm not down-playing anything but there's other stuff going on besides the war. I'l tell you what I don't like about Fox News is Greta Van Susstren. (I probably butchered her last name.) Thinking about her makes me want to light up so I'm stopping at that. As far as the one-sidedness thing, I think a lot of people are guilty of that. My friend just about ripped me a new one when I told him my opinions on abortion. But when I agreed with him on healthcare issues it was all good. I'll be online like soon if you wanna chat and rip my head off. ;)

[kimihope]

Thanks! That means a lot to me!

[bravesbelle]

I'm praying for you! Be strong, babe! Love you :)

[kimihope]

Thanks, Larry! I'm trying. My piece of shit computer is not helping at all! Love you,too! :)

[wordmistress]

I cried alot too!!!!! It seriously seemed like everything made me cry. That goes away. Your emotions have to readjust. When I told my friend Mike that I quit smoking, he said, "yeah, yeah, you won't make it." That pissed me off so much that I used it as motivation. I am at 2 months and 1 day now. Trust me, every day is tough. We had people over the other night and I let everyone smoke inside because it was pouring rain and we were playing cards. I cannot tell you how much I wanted to grab a cig!!! I'm glad I didn't.

Trust me, this will get easier. Just keep on going. It may seem like it will never get any better, but it does honestly!!!

*hugs*

[kimihope]

Thanks! It's really nice to have someone that I can talk to who truly understands. :)

[wordmistress]

Trust me sweetie, I truly understand. I almost took a cig out of someone's hand last night and smoked it. It was rough. We will make it!!!