5 years? its been 11 for me! i started my lj back in 2000. amazing going back and reading through it all (i'm still not done yet) and it has just made me realize why i have such a bad memory....cause ive suppressed the very things i talked about as i encountered them growing up. ive been utterly filled with disgust, hatred, anger, and depression since re-living all the things in my past. i even sent my mom an email and told her how upset i am. she just said "forget the past and move on" oh really? turn your head and look the other way? just like you ALWAYS do? yea. i don't think so. im just so angry! how the fuck could she have her child be subjected to all this?! ugh!
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