Subject: Good Afternoon
Date: February 14, 2004
"I finally have time to myself again. I have a 16 month old and he hates taking naps, especially when his two older brothers are over from their mom's house. But, today he slumbers. I am so glad to finally be getting back to myself. I haven't kept up with my friends the way I should have. But I am getting back to them now and then.
I have a very interesting life, without kids. I guess I should say had. I am still trying to figure out how to juggle my husband, my kid(s), my job search, and the rest of the people who want to get my attention. I am hoping to mend with my friends. They help me most when it comes to my sanity. Living in Mesa my whole life, I have seen so many people come and go. I am very glad to have internet service to help me keep in touch with them. Last census, my county was only 20% native. Sanity comes from validation, yes? Validation comes from communication. Communication is a choice. Being a Capricorn has given me the opportunity to really learn the need for communication, 'cause fish-goats don't talk much. I do have things to say, I just have a hard time getting it out right or just at the right time. I also procrastinate something fierce, so, I dunno. I just hope I get this life right."