Title: tears[part 2 of?]
Author:
kimochi501 Pairing: sungmin/ryeowook (minwook)
Sidepairings: sj couples
Genre: au, ooc, fluff, friendship
Rating: g
Summary: he’s perfect and you’re not.
Disclaimer:I don’t own super junior.
“ok!everyone, as we all know, today is the first Saturday of the month, so we all know that today we’ll going to have our monthly general cleaning in the office.” Leeteuk shouted at the crowd. “you all know that we should keep the club room clean and today, we’re also going to clean the reference room. So get your assigned places here, and let’s start cleaning.”
Every first Saturday of the month the music club is doing their general cleaning; this is to keep the instruments clean and safe. Aside from the 13 people we’ve known earlier, there are other members of the club that are present there too. They all gathered in the big white room as the eldest, Leeteuk, gives those instructions and assigned places. Ryeowook, kyuhyun and kibum, being the freshman students were assigned to clean the big reference room which contains all the books and files used by the music club.
“hyung! I don’t want to clean the reference room! I want to clean your office.” Kyuhyun jump to Leeteuk.
“kyu! When will you stop pestering me? And you know that you need to stay beside ryeowook. You need to protect him.”
“but hyung~ kibum is there already, he could look after wookie.”
“yeah, kibum is there as well as his stalkers. So go there and keep an eye to the both of them!” Heechul interrupted.
“whutthehell! Im the maknae yet you let me look after my hyungs? What -“
“stop cursing you little brat!” Leeteuk smack kyuhyun’s head.
“would you just please do your assigned tasks and stop yelling at each other? Being the special members of this club we are not exempted to the duties inside our group!” eunhyuk glared at the others as he lifts the file of musical sheets and books. “in fact we should be the first one to be responsible and obedient towards this. By the way, where’s wookie?”
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“you brat! Stop going near super junior (they are the special members of the music club).” a tall guy bangs ryeowook to one of the book shelves and corner him with his arms. Ryeowook shivers as the guy glared at him with anger.
“hey, we shouldn’t be doing this, once super junior know that we’re bullying that kid we’ll be dead.” One of the guys pulled on the big guys arms. Tears forming at the sides of ryeowook’s eyes.
“they would know if you don’t keep your mouth shut! This little guy here is very kind. He won’t tell super junior what we’re doing to him. Right, sweet wookie?” ryeowook lets a drop of tear out as he nod in fright. “see, he’s crying already. Stop crying! I’ll punch you!” the guy shouted at ryeowook with an intense amount of irritation and as much as ryeowook wants to stop crying, he can’t. he feel so weak and useless especially to the group that is protecting him, as much as he want to st
and on his own and fight for him self, he can’t because he’s afraid of soiling the name of the group he admire and care for the most.
“what’s going on?” ryeowook hear a soft familiar voice as the big guy put down his arms that’s cornering ryeowook. He look up and saw the big guy gasp in nervousness as he face sungmin.
“we’re hel-lping ryeowook to clean. Right, ryeowook?” He lied. Ryeowook just nodded, he knows that once sungmin knows that this guy is bullying him, this guy won’t last a second in the school and ryeowook is soft hearted, he doesn’t want anyone to get expelled because of him.
“wookie, don’t lie to me.” Sungmin peek on ryeowook’s side. Ryeowook faked a smile and “im not lying hyung.”
“you’re not assign to this area, please return to your proper places.” Sungmin knows ryeowook is lying, he instructs the big guy and his companion to go back to their places and leave the little boy alone.
Getting the message from sungmin’s glare, the guy rushed back to his place followed by his friend, yet before leaving the guy purposely pushed on the book shelf behind ryeowook making the said furniture wobble and books started to fall. With quick anticipation, sungmin rushed to cover ryeowook from the falling books. The incident created a loud bang that caught everyone’s attention making every members of the club near the area rushed to witness the scene. Large pile of books where on the ground as eunhyuk, kyuhyun and the rest of the gang arrive, they rush to the messed of books and help ryeowook and sungmin to get up.
“what happen?” eunhyuk asked with concern.
“it was just an accident.” The big guy interrupted and acts as if he didn’t do anything. Sungmin fired up with anger as he hears the guy in denial, though he act cool and wear his poker face. He stood up and pulled on ryeowook’s hand dragging the scared one to his office.
“hyukjae, we need to talk. Follow me.” And he leaves with that statement.
“go back to your places.” Eunhyuk shouted and follow the two.
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“what happen?” eunhyuk asked sungmin.
“that guy, do something about him he tried to hurt wookie.” Sungmin said as he checked on ryeowook’s face searching for any bruise or cuts. Hearing sungmin’s words, ryeowook snapped back to reality s he pulled on sungmin’s hand.
“no! he didn’t do anything. It was just an accident.” He lied as he eyed sungmin with care and worry on his face.
“don’t lie to me. I know you’re just covering his fault. Why do you have to do that? He almost killed you with those books.” Sungmin glared at ryeowook, sending him hints that the guy is really pissed.
“but im-“ ryeowook was cut as eunhyuk sat beside him and pat his head. “you don’t need to be scared. We’re here to protect you.” Ryeowook bow his head and starts to sob.
“I don’t need your protection. All I want is to live my life normally. I don’t need the privileges you’re giving to me. I want friends which I can’t have when im with you. I want a normal school life which I can’t have if I stay attached to all of you.” Ryeowook whispered softly but loud enough for the two to hear.
“what are you-“
“you want to stay away from us? Then let it be. I won’t go near you so don’t go near me. Yet if you really love music you can stay at the music club but we won’t be giving you special treatments anymore.” Sungmin stood up and leave ryeowook in eunhyuk’s care.
Ryeowook didn’t mean any harm, he just voice out his feelings when he was being bullied earlier. To his surprise, he cried hard when sungmin left him. Eunhyuk put his hand on ryeowook’s back and comforted him.
“why do you have to say that to him? Do you know what this special club means to him?” euhyuk then whispered it softly in his ears. Ryeowook looks up to eunhyuk and the door burst open revealing the other special members.
“what happen? Sungmin hyung looks sad?” siwon asked as he settles himself beside ryeowook.
“wookie, do you know what this special club means to sungmin?’ eunhyuk ask once again ignoring siwon’s question. By the way eunhyuk ask ryeowook the other members know what’s happening so they keep silent and wait for the others response. Ryeowook shook his head and look down to his lap.
“to sungmin, this club means family.” Leeteuk explained garnering not only ryeowook’s interest but the rest of the group.
“the whole special club is separetd from the common music club because we are a family. We’ve known each other since we are kids, that’s why kibum and kyuhyun were members of this group even if they’re only first years.” Leeteuk pauses as he points to the two.
“sungmin’s biological family is busy with work, they always go on trips and will leave sungmin alone. Eunhyuk and I being his closes friends decided to build this club as we could see his love for music and the longing to have a good family.”
“you must feel proud that sungmin hyung accepted you as a family member though we barely know you. He is very strict especially when it comes to his life and his family that’s why he wanted to protect you as much as he can.” Kyuhyun butted in.
“but I didn’t wish to be ..”
“to be our family? You didn’t but he does. He wants you to be one of his families. We don’t know why either, maybe because he found you as a good guy and well, we don’t know what’s running through that guy’s mind.” Heechul said.
“I just want a simple life.”
“why? Did he force you to live his life? He didn’t even wish for your promise to stay with him forever just as we do.” Heechul utter in annoyance.
“what sungmin ants is understanding, like what he said we’re not forcing you. You could stay if you like. Just tell us.” Eunhyuk said as he continues patting ryeowook’s back.
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Ryeowook walks through the school garden to breathe in some air. He needed space and time to think properly. Leeteuk’s and eunhyuk’s words keep on resonating in his mind keeping him uneasy and disturbed. He sighed and stop when he hear a sound of a violin playing. He closes his eyes trying to locate were did the sound is coming from. He rushed to the spot and hide behind the bush as he saw sungmin playing the instrument. He closes his eyes again as he listen and indulge in the music coming from the violin, tears stream down his eyes unconsciously as he felt the sad aura coming from the notes. ‘this is what sungmin hyung felt.’ He thought and he now made his decision, he took a deep breath and step out from the bush and accompany the sound of the violin with his angelic voice, sungmin was shocked but he continue to play as he felt that everything is just wonderful.
The song ended and they look at each other. “I guess they told you already.” Sungmin said as he put the instrument down and move towards ryeowook. Ryeowook shook his head and smiled to the guy in front. “no, you told me every thing.” Then they smiled at each other getting the message without using any words.
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Since ryeowook is now officially a special member he should move in to our dorm.” Donghae suggested as he back flip towards the center of the room.
“yeah! He could do that, so we could go to church together. He could help me convince Heechul hyung to go with us.” Siwon said.
“keep wishing choi siwon, I won’t join you even if sungmin tells me to.” Heechul said and hugged hangeng. Ryeowook eyed them as he can’t understand what those guys are talking about. Sensing his innocence, yesung move near him and place his turtle on ryeowook’s lap making the latter squeal in shock.
“yay! He won’t eat you. By the way, we’re a family so we are intended to live in one roof, so when are you moving in?” yesung said.
“but I have my own dorm.”
“are you deft or stupid, we’re a family. Family equals one house.” Yesung repeated with irritation.
“you need to move in. we already prepared your room. You could move in today or tomorrow so you could still fix your stuffs.” Eunhyuk clarified.
Later that day, the whole group visited ryeowook’s dorm and help him get his things, they happily e explore on ryeowooks garment and stuffs making ryeowook go wild and keeps on running at every corner when he sees that someone is touching his personal things.
Ryeowook feels bubbly inside as the thought of living with 12 weird guys would be, His heart flutter in anticipation and excitement.
Author’s note: updating as much as I can. I’ll do my very best to keep good ideas coming. I still have to review for my world literature midterm exam. I need your comments. Please do not silent read, I need it as an inspiration and drive to write more chapters.