LINKS [update 5]

Jan 12, 2011 11:00

LINKS [update 5]:  Confusion.

 “are you sure you don’t like chocolate, hae?” eunhyuk ask again still holding the piece of cake in front of his so-called brother. Donghae eyes him suspiciously, “yeah, I don’t like chocolates, why you ask hyung? I eat cheese cakes since we’re kids.” Donghae says confidently munching on his cheese cake. Eunhyuk shook his head, may be his memories just got a little messed up. He looks down at the cake he was holding and thinking quietly refreshing his memories, he was quite sure his brother like chocolate but donghae says the other.

“anything wrong hyuk?” Kibum taps eunhyuk on the shoulder making the other jolts in surprise. Eunhyuk shook his head and force a smile just to assure Kibum that everything is going fine but Kibum is not numb he could sense the uneasiness forming on the others face. “you could tell me anything hyuk, im your boyfriend.” Kibum said not to loudly just enough for eunhyuk and donghae to hear. Eunhyuk assures another smile to Kibum and holds the hand that was on his shoulder. “im fine, sorry for making you worry.” The two looks into each others eye lovingly making donghae fakes a cough.

“it’s late aren’t you going home yet?” donghae ask Kibum not so politely. Kibum frowns and stood up. “yeah, you’re right. Hyukkie, im going still have cases tomorrow.” And Kibum leans for a kiss on the forehead, as much as he wants to kiss eunhyuk on the lips he decided not to because he knows that the other won’t like that now that he was thinking deeply again.

Once eunhyuk and donghae were alone in the living room donghae approaches the still confused eunhyuk, he taps eunhyuk’s thighs and rest his head on it shocking eunhyuk. “hae!” he shouted but donghae didn’t budge and just snuggled closer to eunhyuk’s thighs. With eyes close donghae began, “I thought you won’t leave me.” he whispered confusing eunhyuk more. “but I didn’t leave you.” Eunhyuk counters.

“but you like spending time with your boyfriend than me.” donghae retorted in a calm and sad voice. “you say I love you to him more than the me.” paused. “you expect him more than me.” and a tear fall from donghae’s eyes. eunhyuk feels the emotion and dry donghae’s tears with his fingers.

“im sorry. But you know I love you. It’s just that you’re my brother and he’s my boyfriend.” Eunhyuk said while continuously wiping the falling tears.

Donghae stood up from his lap and starts walking to his room. “and I wish you’re just not my brother.” He whispered to him self.

“hae!” eunhyuk follows him and grabs his hand. “hae? What’s going on?”

“I don’t know. Im just regret seeing you again hyung.” And donghae took the hand away from him and runs to his room. Making eunhyuk sad and later tears were falling on eunhyuk’s eyes as well. This is getting all too confusing to him. he just met donghae yesterday and the feeling is beginning to be confusing, the memories are not coinciding. And he was confuse on how donghae changes from being so touchy yesterday and now he was cold and eunhyuk is not comfortable with it.

Eunhyuk slumps on the cold floor and cuddled him self, he was too weak to go to his room so despite the coldness of the night he decided to sleep on the ground confusion over taking his whole personality. it would look stupid but he the coldness of the floor has nothing to do with the coldness forming inside his heart. Donghae is getting too much on his nerves, donghae is invading his mind and his heart. Donghae is starting to be his everything despite of the early rejection from the other.

Donghae was lying on his bed, he knows what he said to his brother earlier is too much, he doesn’t even have the right to be jealous at Kibum, eunhyuk was right Kibum is his boyfriend and he is just the brother. Donghae starts to turn on his bed, he knows that he won’t be sleeping until he apologizes to his bad doing so he stood up and walks to eunhyuk’s room only to spot the familiar figure on the lying on the floor. He runs downstairs and mentally stabs him self at the pitiful sight of his older brother.

Donghae shook eunhyuk’s shoulder, “hyung! What the hell are you doing?!” he asks while eunhyuk was slowly opening his eyes. he blinks the sleepiness away only to find a worried donghae in front of him. “are you trying to catch a cold?” donghae said and lifted eunhyuk on his shoulder. “why are you such a baby and to think you are older than me.” he continuously blabs while taking eunhyuk on his own room. He settles the guy on the bed and sit in front of him. eunhyuk is still sleepy, he yawns making donghae scratch his head in irritation. “hyung! Why are you not listening to me?!” donghae shouted, loud enough to wake eunhyuk senses.

“THIS IS YOUR ENTIRE FAULT I AM SLEEPING THERE! YOUHEARTLESS BROTHER! HOW COULD YOU ACCUSE ME OF NOT LOVING YOU?” eunhyuk retorts back making donghae sit on the cold floor. “YOU SAID YOU REGRETTED MEETING ME AGAIN. YOU’RE THE ONE WHO DOESN’T LOVE ME.” eunhyuk cried, tears start to fall again. “IT’S JUST 2 DAYS SINCE WE MEET AGAIN AND YOU’LL TELL YOU’RE NOT HAPPY WITH ME. how could I be comfortable hearing that from you.”

Donghae was silent, he was able to do this to his brother, how mean he could get. He was stupid for making his brother miserable, the guy was right it was just 2 days and they are quarreling like this, just because he was childishly jealous of his brother’s boyfriend. “’im sorry.” He said faintly afraid that he would shed tears again. The place becomes quiet with only eunhyuk’s sobs echoing in the room, donghae was quietly sitting on the floor his head bow and fist tight on the carpet.

“im sorry.” Donghae repeated and look up to his crying brother, he knows it was a bad idea but it’s his fault so he must be the one to apologize. He stood up and pulls his brother to a hug. “im sorry, I didn’t mean to say that. Im sorry hyung.” Eunhyuk sobs halted and tugs on donghae’s shirt to get the other’s attention. Donghae’s pulls away to see his brother’s face only to be welcome by a kiss on the cheek from a smiling eunhyuk, and a whispered of “forgiven” From the other.

The two sat down silently on the bed, still thinking on how they would make things clear between them. If staying just two days and they’re quarreling like this they don’t know what will happen to the following days being together so as much as possible they would like to settle and get things on its proper place the earliest time. “im sorry, it’s just that im really jealous when someone I love is with someone else.” Donghae breaks the silence. “you know how much I love you hyung, I won’t ever regret meeting you.” He continues waiting a reply from the other.

“it’s ok, I understand . don’t worry I won’t do public displays with Kibum.” Eunhyuk assure his brother and smiled at him. “we should sleep now. You still have classes tomorrow, I don’t want you to be late again.” Eunhyuk said and starts to lie on his bed. Donghae was about to go to his own room when eunhyuk pulls on his wrist. “stay here.” Eunhyuk doesn’t really know why he feels so comfortable sleeping with his brother beside him, he feels so safe and complete. “donghae walks quietly to his side and tucks the covers to the both of them and closes his eyes immediately.

The next day donghae wakes up earlier than he was intended to, he walks out of eunhyuk’s room and changes clothes. He walks to the kitchen and luckily found his brother eating munching on his bread, he sits across his brother and starts eating his breakfast, they exchange speeches and eunhyuk stood up ready to go to his work. “hyung! Do we still have the chocolate cake last night?” donghae ask out of the blue. Eunhyuk thinks, why he is asking it now I thought he doesn’t like chocolates. Eunhyuk nods and points at the refrigerator, “it’s still there. Why? I thought you don’t like it.” eunhyuk ask in curiosity.

“I’ll give it to kyu, he like chocolate cakes.” Donghae said choking on the egg. Eunhyuk thinks and remembers kyuhyun, donghae’s best friend. and an idea comes to his mind, “hae, does kyu have a mole under his right eye?” he ask confusing donghae. donghae thinks for a while analyzing the image of his friend.

“uhm~ kyu always wears concealer but im pretty sure he has one under his right eye. How’d you know?” donghae said still balancing the image of kyuhyun he created. Donghae’s statement makes eunhyuk’s heart thump faster. Somehow his ideas are making him more confuse than making him understand everything. “hae, would you mind if I drive you to school?” eunhyuk ask.

Donghae shook his head, “no, I’ll be happy if you’ll send me off just make me finish my meal and im ready.” Eunhyuk nods at his brother and walks back in forth in the kitchen thinking about what could happen next.

00000

“KIBUM!” tiffany shouts at his younger brother shaking the hell out of him. “KIBUM! WHAT THE HELL! WAKE UP! YOU’RE SCARING THE HELL OUT OF YOUR MAIDS!” Kibum slowly opens his eyes. “gosh Kibum, how could you sleep like that? You’re maids thought you’re dead already.” Tiffany scolded his brother. “I told you not to stay too long at night, you’re being too touchy with your boyfriend. If you continue being like that he won’t be happy with you. you’re all over him.” Kibum walks to his bathroom not minding his blabbering sister. “Kibum!”

“shhhh~ I’ll be late for school, scold me later.” And Kibum shuts the door to his bathroom leaving her sighing sister alone. Eunhyuk being Kibum’s boyfriend is just fine with him it’s just that he doesn’t want his brother being head over heels the other. He knows eunhyuk wasn’t that much of in love with his brother and it hurts her, in her side; she’s just protecting her brother.

Once Kibum was out of the bathroom she starts blabbering about eunhyuk again. “tif I know what im doing.”

“and are you aware that you could be hurt?”

“I am.”

“then why?”

“I love him.” and that ends the conversation, every time they argue she would always surrender the moment Kibum become so serious about being in love with the other. she shook her head and went out of the room.

00000

It was a short drive from the mansion to donghae’s school and in a moment they arrive donghae saw kyuhyun immediately, he waves to the other and hands the chocolate cakes which the other took from his childishly. Eunhyuk observe kyuhyun’s face, he was looking at the mole but like donghae said earlier he was wearing concealer. Kyuhyun notice the intent stare he receives from eunhyuk, “is there something on my face eunhyuk hyung?”

“why do you wear concealer?”

“I have a scar on my face, I have to hide it.” he lied, “where’d you get it? the scar I mean.” Eunhyuk ask continuously confusing both donghae an kyuhyun. “i got it when I was a kid, I was playing soccer and accidentally kissed the ground.” Kyuhyun joked.

“who are your parents?”

“huh? Hankyung and kim Heechul of star company. Why ask all of a sudden?”

“you’re the son of the controversial couple? The owner of the game programming company?” eunhyuk ask again.

“well yes, didn’t you tell him hae?” kyuhyun ask donghae who was equally confuse on why is eunhyuk being so interested about kyuhyun. “why are you asking? What’s wrong with your hyung hae?”

Donghae shook his head. “hyung what’s wrong?”

“nothing, It was just a misunderstanding.” Eunhyuk replied and kissed donghae on the cheek and say good bye to the two. He runs to his car and starts the engine immediately leaving the two confuse.

Eunhyuk thought he just found the answer when donghae told him that kyuhyun loves chocolate and has a mole under his eye but when he learn that kyuhyun was the son of the han couple it makes the thing confusing again. Kyuhyun can’t be the other guy on his memories because kyuhyun was raise in china, the han were from china.

Everything was back to zero, he doesn’t know where his best friend is and now he’s not sure if he could maintain the feeling of a brother for donghae since he started feeling awkward because a part of him thought that donghae could be this best friend and the one with the mole is his real brother. And there’s only one thing clear things out. DNA EXAMINATION.

Robi: so hello there guys, im here again updating nonsense and confusing the hell out of everyone. Sorry, im confuse as well, someone willing to help me? Btw, did you notice tiffany? Hey tiffany! I made you a cameo appearance. Lmao you’ll be appearing again, just bear with your character and stop trolling Kibum. Ok? Miss talking to you.

kibum/eunhyuk, donghae/eunhyuk, fanfics, chaptered, super junior, cho kyuhyun

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