Hello there! *pops out* Yes i'm still alive in case you were wondering LOL XDD So , i just felt like throwing my thoughts in here once again. I dunno what's going on with my fangirl life anymore . I mean i still am a fangirl inside but it seems i can't sent this feeling out as i used to. I feel like a stranger online . My fault obviously . I guess i maybe need a fresh start at this . I never forgot anyone of you . Real life got so REAL though these past years. But u know what ? Even if i finally having people that appreciate and love me around sometimes i feel a blank space around me . It's you girls that are missing out ... I guess i'll need some help to approach you once again . I'll try my best . It's just that many things happenned . And u know what ? I still don't have a boyfriend. I seem to epically fail at this part of life orz. Someone kiddnap Kei or Ryo for me LOL But as Kei , i won't give up. There's someone out there for me . I'm gonna find him orz. (Andrea-senpai are your brother still single? LOL XDD) Okay enough babbling about this. Main point is to tell you that i'm happy to have met all of you , i miss you and i love you . I hope that u read this :) *many many kisses*