in case you're wondering: i'm fine. i'm doing just the best that i can.

and the fear in me, is what keeps me up at night.

and you're killing me, but it makes me feel alive.

you are patheticccccccc. fuck you for it.

fwiefguikwefwlkrfbjg.

drunk=awesome.yet, notso aeesome.

you: are so awesome. and i love you forever for still being around for me  :)

you: are super great. wicked happy we're friends.

you: are the epitomy of everything that confuses me.

you: i miss you like crazy. come back to the state you belong in.

you: make me feel ridiculous.

you: you, you. you, you. i don't know.

really?

reallyreally?

did ANYTHING i said have ANY effect on either of you?

apparently not.

fuck this, i may be drunk, but i'm not going through this again. i can't. you sayy all of these things that make it sound wonderful but you can;t see that no matter whatit's not going to end up being the way you wish and hope it will be. i'm sorry i had to do ( Read more... )

dear life,

thanks for trying to keep things entertaining. really, the humor is inspiring.

and i'm fucking sick of it.

stop.
please.

eileen.

i am not as responsible as everyone thinks i am.

i left my crayons at home :(  this makes picture making way difficult.

i'm coming home on friday! hang out with meeee.

i hate my dreams.

i want to hooohkahhh. if you do too, let me know.

iloveminigolfffff.

my life is pointless right now.

so,  yeah, i'm bad at updating. whatever ( Read more... )

 leaving this afternoon for the annual 'could go either way' third week of july with my dad.

i guess we'll see how it goes.

p.s. if  your name is patricia, julie, katie, carlos or paul you should probably plan on playing with me when i get back. ok? ok. and, if your name is something other than that and you want to play, that's cool too :)

patricia desnoyers has officially made my day.

quite possibly my life.

<3

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us

It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust

I've got my heart set on anywhere but here

I'm staring down myself, counting up the years

Steady hands, just take the wheel

And every glance is killing me

Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stare

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere

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