Surrounded and still Lonely

[kinda_trippy]

When I was a Widow, it lasted about ten minutes. We were in the heat of battle, I wasn't allowed time to mourn... I died shortly after by a curse from my aunt

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[cool_vamp]

Oh..Babe.

I know it's hard, and it feels like nothing'll make things okay again, but they will in time, I promise. You know you always got people, the Founders, Merl, your idiot cousin, and you'll ALWAYS have me and the kids, never gonna lose us ever.

I wish I could make the pain o away

[kinda_trippy]

I know... I just...

I don't think it ever will....

[cool_vamp]

It will, Tonks, it don't feel like it now, but it's gotta..or at least eb a little.

[kinda_trippy]

I just... I don't... I can't help but wonder....

[happybeinggreen]

I'm sorry, Tonksie. I know not much is going to make you feel better.

[kinda_trippy]

Sometimes I wonder if it's ever going to just... Stop hurting. It's... Friends and family dying is different than, well... a lover, y'know? I mean... if it was in battle or something, maybe it would have been easier, I don't know... Just... I didn't get to hold him one last time. I wasn't fast enough.

[happybeinggreen]

Pain gets a little bit less, after a while, but it never goes away.

..Yeah..I know. Things'll be okay, Tonks.

[kinda_trippy]

I don't think they'll ever be....

[ihaveasoul]

You have us. Never forget that.

[kinda_trippy]

I know, my Angel... I... yeah.

[hex_you_up]

Oh, Tonks, love...

[kinda_trippy]

I want him back....

[dewyeyed_crazy]

Mirror, mirror, on the wall...

[kinda_trippy]

. . . You look like my real face.

[dewyeyed_crazy]

....Who's the fairest of them all?

[kinda_trippy]

Not me.