My internet break didn't happen cause I'm pretty much a loser.
totally bored.
totally bummed.
trying to cheer up and be happy and everything, just confused.

:)

This may not make sense to anybody but..I've been thinking a lot and I have a lot of things I need to pray for. Not just for myself but I have intercessory praying that needs to be done as well for my family, for Mark, for Kristen, for Hannah. All this time I spend on the computer, I could spend praying for people that need it or doing something ( Read more... )

I am sad to say that...I will not be seeing Hanson this year.. I am disappointed but they have gone up to 40 bucks a ticket and I refuse to support any musician that would do that. 40 dollars is even the cheapest they are, they have ticket prices going anywhere to 100 dollars in some places. I don't understand how a small touring band maybe asks ( Read more... )

p.s. the new stretch armstrong is so good.

scratch that last entry, i deleted it. cause last night we talked and a lot of it is me being worked up for no reason because i miss him and i'm just being selfish..besides a few things but it works both ways most of the time anyway ( Read more... )

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So last night Mark's mom made it official.. by the end of next month I will be living in New Jersey.

and we all live happily ever after......

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It's scary for me to think that Mark is leaving in a few days..I've given so much of myself to him emotionally and physically and these few months we won't see each other we will either grow closer or fall apart. I hope we grow closer. I walked into this whole situation blindfolded, not knowing that he really is the boy that I hope I marry one day ( Read more... )

-11 dollars in the bank...life never felt so good and holly knows what i'm talkin bout.

holly we the same kinda people.