I've decided to dump college for now. I'm getting a job and I'm going to support myself. Maybe when I am confident that I can live outside of the house I will go back to classes. Not school. Just classes that i can see improvement in myself, most likely languages.

I am happy and content in stillness. I lose myself sometimes at night. I go outside and the air is still and comfortable. It's not hot, it's not cold... just comfortable. There is no noise. None at all. I look up and see a few clouds in the sky. The only light comes from the moon and the stars. Nothing matters. There is no such thing as ( Read more... )

I need to move out ( Read more... )

Wow...

I just watched Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children. Anyone who was a fan of the game needs to see this movie.

I want Cloud's bike.

Just... wow.

I just got back from going outside. It is absolutely gorgeous out there.

I got my new phone today so now i'm fully finctional again. The downside is that i can't get all the numbers off of my old phone because i can't see anything on the display. So uhm, text me or call me or something so i can get your numbers again ^_~

Oh my fucking god! I just found it. It hitched a ride on me. It must have nothing that fucking huge and ugly just LIVES in a house. It's a damn good thing that i decided to piss before i was going to brush my teeth, because I didn't even see the damn thing at first. It wasn't until i turned around from the toilet that i saw it hanging there. ( Read more... )

Well, i now know how terrified of spiders i am. I went out to smoke about 15 minutes ago and i walked into a spider web... recently spun. I screamed like a fucking little girl. I then proceeded to run inside ripping my clothes off of my body. I was down to my underwear by the time i hit the bathroom to check my entire body to check to see if ( Read more... )

I just saw the creepiest thing... ever ( Read more... )

So... anyone else feel like their life is falling apart right about now?