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every time i see my face in a mirror, i know i'm seeing what he sees. what he saw. and i can't stop apologizing.

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while there were good times where i felt appreciated and loved, most of the time he would cavort with other girls.  i felt i had no excuse to not permit it, i didn't want to seem "uncool" or "clingy".  i have people pleasing issues.  i want to make people happy.  for that reason i would sometimes intentionally not eat, or hurt myself for problems i ( Read more... )

to take a photo of my new hair.  that's why it's at an angle.


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i have hit rock bottom. i heard a mars volta song on TV and started crying. if you have ANY mars volta cd please burn it for me... my francis the mute cd was lost months ago and i've been missing it... but now i'm going through mental withdrawl. i'll give you a blank cd if you need it, just SOMEBODY help me out. please. seriously, i'm ( Read more... )

Plan-B [[the oh-so controversial morning after "abortion" pill]] is nothing more than a high dose of progesterone... it's not an abortion AT ALL.
how it works:  if the egg has not yet stuck to the wall of the uterous... it doesn't ever stick to the wall and big momma doesn't get preggers.  but, if the egg has already stuck it's eeny weeny self to ( Read more... )

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An Open Letter to Straights:
Apparently all this time Ive been shoving my sexuality in your face and forcing it on you. I misunderstood. I didnt know. I am so sorry.

I mistakenly thought it was you who were shoving your lifestyle in my face when you called me faggot before I even knew what that word meant.

I thought you were forcing your sexuality ( Read more... )

it's that day when you set the clocks forward ( Read more... )