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Feb 08, 2004 12:47

Why can't I just let good things happen? I complain when things are bad, but the truth is I'm more comfortable that way. I don't even feel like I deserve good things. When they happen I just try to ruin them ( Read more... )

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_7of11 February 9 2004, 01:30:04 UTC
You deserve good things. I'm so proud of what you have done this year and how strong you have been. Frans is a cool guy. I get a good vibe from him, not like "certain" people. There really is such thing as karma. Don't regard his spoiling you as a deed you don't deserve; instead, count it as a blessing and live.

Life is all about taking risks. We would be living a rather mundane life, constantly questioning why we're living such a life, if the problems we endure and the risks we take weren't there. I'm still in awe over the three years we've known each other for and I really can't believe some of the stuff we stuck through together.

Thanks for a great time last night. Honestly, it was the best I felt all week.

I love you.

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kinderbaby February 9 2004, 01:34:06 UTC
ohh man Derek I have no idea what I would do without you, I swear to god...you are so amazing and you always know how to make me smile. I love you so much man, and I am SOOO happy that we have been and still are such good friends. Thank you for your continuous support and love and you know I'm always here to reciprocate!

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