Ugh I hate you, the sound of your name makes me physically ill. God only knows if you read this, I hope not because that would be so far beyond fucked up. It's amazing and depressing and completely incomprehensible how far our friendship has deteriorated. But really it was never a friendship to begin with. One day I hope the negativity fades, I ( Read more... )

AHHHH I don't know what I want...and it's driving me INSANE!!!!

I have come to the realization that I am a lot to handle. I have shit loads of faults and it can be overwhelming at times I'm sure ( Read more... )

I would just like to share with my faithful readers that classical music fucking ROCKS ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just want to scream and shake people until they fucking get it.
Why don't people get it?
Maybe I don't get it...
Damn you uncertainty, damn you.

Fuck it I don't want you in my life anymore cuz I'm sick of it hurting and I'm sick of being used and I'm so fucking done. DONE ( Read more... )

SIMPLE QUESTIONS ( Read more... )

feeling very sad and alone....fuck I hate that

I dunno exactly why but I have just been so completely irritable lately. It's like a fucking mid-life crisis or something. Most people are just getting on my nerves so fucking much...just everything they say, even if they just stand there silently. Even just thinking about hearing them talk. Is that not psychotic?I just want to smack these people ( Read more... )

I totally feel like a skank...why? I dunno I just feel like I am, and especially that I dress like one ( Read more... )