Haven't posted in awhile...seems that I only use this to vent and lately I've been either happy or too emotionallly drained to have the energy to type anything at all ( Read more... )

SCENARIO

Guy A: Wonderful guy, treats me amazingly well, I have so much fun with him, he cares about me, wants to take care of me, compliments me, makes me feel beautiful...But, I can't even begin to imagine being with him right now because:
a) I'm terrified
b) I'm in love with Guy B Who shows no romantic interest whatsoever and who I barely ever ( Read more... )

Fucking amazing....

Stupid pills, stupid estrogen, stupid sadness..grrr...must get new pills before I go completely postal. Imagine giving ME the pills with the highest amount of estrogen, wtf?? Seriously!

Ok when did I come out of my shell? HELL YES!! Did you ever think you'd hear ME volunteering to take part in a serious debate in front of the whole grad class during an assembly? I HATE PUBLIC SPEAKING ( Read more... )

For some reason the computer has decided we are no longer friends and it won't let me into my MSN. Goddamnit I need to talk to people, I am deprived and this may result in insanity if not resolved NOW!!! I am about ready to grovel, or call up the company and bitch them out, I need my messenger!! For the love of god let me sign in ( Read more... )

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There are some really fucking cool people in this world...I wish I could be such a loser as to sit on my ass on my computer all day and post on a bulletin board as my only passtime and be a downright asshole. If only I was just like that, then my life would be complete...oh wait, I'm better than that. I don't put people down for fun. I must really ( Read more... )

It is my right to decide whether, when, and with whom I’ll be sexual ( Read more... )

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today ( Read more... )