It's too cold to go out.
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I guess I really am. I mean, Kio's there. They're close. He'll take care of him. He said he does it every year. He doesn't need me to do anything anyway. I just get in the way ... and we fight.
Soubi and I fight a lot. There's always something we're fighting about. It's always my fault I think.
Seimei found his fighter which is good I guess. I don't like him but it's really not up to me. I haven't really seen him anyway. I guess what I was worrying about was true.
Soubi isn't my fighter. He's Seimei's fighter, so we're not like Natsuo and Youji. We're not close like that. We don't need each other like that. He'll be fine if I'm not here and I'll be fine if he's not there. I'm not a kid anymore.
Mom's been calling but I just can't seem to answer the phone. I've just been really tired lately. I think it's the cold. I'm tired again already. I don't think I ate again today, but that's alright. My hand's healed anyway; only a scar which isn't so bad.
I'm going back to bed.
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Maybe I should go home for Winter break.