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[kindvegangw81]

Like.. WTF is RIGHT? What is REAL?!

Do I need calories to maintain a metabolism?
Will I detoxify my body with fasting?
Or will my body stop working because I'm not giving it anything to work with?
What's the difference between 200 cals and 600 cals? WTF?
If I binge is it really boosting my metabolism?
If I starve will I really become what I dream?!
Why

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[pathetique1775]

my friends always tell me i'm thin, but i never actually think of myself as having an eating disorder :( i feel like it's cheating to "call" myself something when i've never been diagnosed and since i'm fat there's really no reason to consider myself "anorexic"

but 87 is tiny, babe :)

[kindvegangw81]

=( I feel so FAT. I actually see me stomach being thinner these days, but I feel like the bloat the was in my stomach has all been shifted to my face. Cuz All I do is binge then starve binge then starve UGH. I'm such a fucking fat head.
...And honestly, if you feel as if you're anorexic, than you're anorexic, you really don't need some nerds approval just because they went to school for some odd years and now they get to call themselves a doctor. You know? If you are absolutely insane about what you consume and all you ever do is think about food (whether it be avoiding it or eating it) you have an eating disorder. It depends on what specific symptoms to decide which one you have... but it's still just another name made up by another doctor...Trust yourself, but I see where you're comming from... <3

[pathetique1775]

i don't know. i guess i just don't like how it sounds. i've never liked labeling myself, even if the label is true. something about being put into categories bothers me, which is ironic because obviously i seek out all kinds of ana communities XD and as generic as it sounds, i'd say you probably have a deeper rooted problem that's upsetting you, and that's what makes you binge and starve over and over inconsistently. do something to make yourself happy, please :)

[kindvegangw81]

I would if I knew what would make me happy.