i've never felt so strongly for something that i want.
at the same time, i don't want to regret if it turns out the other way.i keep worrying,but it's going nowhere.i hope i have more time, but at the same time, i wish things would just progress much faster. i've reached this point where i want a change of environment, and mine probably came earlier than others.i really want this, and i'm pretty sure i'll not only be disappointed if i didn't manage to. I've been saying, but i've just realised that i'm exactly like you. it's horrifying to see yourself in someone you never thought would.
at this point, i finally understood. just a tag to call your friends isn't enough,it's how much you are able to tell them.
i am tired, really.