Heya, I did profusely apologise to her. It kills me. It also knaws at me not to be a biological parent. I've been a "more or less" step parent for 6 years. It just reinforces feelings of wanting to be an actual parent.
But I guess the window biologically is closing. I am aware of that. Biological windows close, baggage increases.
I know I am not exactly light on the baggage front myself. But I have 30 years to try and get things right if I am lucky.
But indeed, I've missed my chance to "fuck about" (just talking sex here).
So... Onward I guess... And upward.
But maybe I don't get to be any more than a step parent. And other less deserving people do :-/
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It kills me.
It also knaws at me not to be a biological parent.
I've been a "more or less" step parent for 6 years. It just reinforces feelings of wanting to be an actual parent.
But I guess the window biologically is closing. I am aware of that.
Biological windows close, baggage increases.
I know I am not exactly light on the baggage front myself. But I have 30 years to try and get things right if I am lucky.
But indeed, I've missed my chance to "fuck about" (just talking sex here).
So... Onward I guess... And upward.
But maybe I don't get to be any more than a step parent. And other less deserving people do :-/
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