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[kingofpain]

OK...so this past Saturday I went out for the day with my friend Danielle and her sisters and nephew. I had a good time. Her sisters seem nice, and I think we got along well for the most part.

Later that night I went to Playland with some other friends of mine. Of course, we didn't go to 'play'--my friends always complain of being broke, then

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i'm just scared ..

[xxhookerbootsxx]

I just didn't think you would have wanted me there, if you could have taken me.. I guess that was my feeling. That you didn't want me there. That we just spent all the day together, then u just wanted to push me under the carpet ..

Like i'm so afraid i've destroyed everything, that I take everything to heart. And, I dunno. I'm more weary of people. I'm more scared i suppose, now. Scared of losing someone who is good to me .. Instead of scared of losing the people who treat me horribly.

I wasn't scared to finally say goodbye to Tim. I was scared that maybe you didn't love me anymore. I don't know ..

I'm too scared.

Re: i'm just scared ..

[kingofpain]

You can be scared. You are free to feel however you want. You can feel like I don't love you anymore. You can feel like I'm not trying or whatever. Maybe I don't and I'm not. You have claimed fear since the beginning as the reason why we never were close friends. It is ok to be scared, but when we let it harm us and our relationships with others for so long, it becomes something we need to accept. Fear compels us to use caution, which is very necessary at times, but fear and worry never realize their end. They are merely starting points.