so, i realized i haven't posted in a while. my vacation was okay. my family is weird. i have been doing a lot of mindless activities and i dont really want to be at school right now
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yeah I had a nice and weird break. funny how things get complicated. as in the boy you like who also likes you is in a complicated situation. that's part of my summary for the holiday. the family is weird, but that's my dad side--I just tend to expect it when I visit. but yeah the boy. {sigh}
hmmm, i think family will always be weird. i think maybe they are weird on purpose because they know you won't judge them. or at least, they can get away with your judgements. and i'm sorry to hear you're in a complicated situation. but if you both like each other you i don't see what's holding you back. good luck! -peter
it's complicated b/c he is going through changes and has some personal issues that are roadblocks to a steady, stable, monogamous relationship. we like each other enough to respect that both of us has a different set of views and life practices that may not mesh together well. but that's just from the obvious. we still have a desire to get to know each other (albeit we've known each other for two years now) even more. and there are yet sadder things that further complicate the matters that I won't post here (I would only perhaps whisper such things in your ear, discuss them on the phone in low tones, that sort of thing).
it sounds like group therapy time! i'm sure if it was meant to be it will work itself out. but sometimes what look like the best relationships turn into the strongest friendships. and also, i love chess.
Awesome!! i was sort of starting to miss high school and all the crazy talented people there. everyone at college is boring and average and cocky. yay ap bio trip and the rain and the rain and some crazy last week of school. i miss you. -lesley/grace/felix
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-peter
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heaven help my heart.
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and also, i love chess.
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yay ap bio trip and the rain and the rain and some crazy last week of school.
i miss you.
-lesley/grace/felix
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you lose alllll ways.
not both. alllllllllllllll.
i miss/love/want to drive by shoot you on a tuesday,
elisabeth/elisabeth/shiniqua
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