Darker Days, Original Fiction, NC-17, 2/2

Dec 04, 2009 19:25

Title: Darker Days
Author: firefox1490
Fandom: Original
Pairing/character: Adam/Ceres
Rating: NC-17 (though some may take it as a hard R)
Word Count: 13,634 total
Kink: foreign object penetration, blow jobs, telepathic bonds and power play
Notes/Warnings:No warnings that I can think of, unless you count some toys and het sex :D Some of the lines make me cringe in “Oh my god I can't believe I actually wrote that” manner but I can't complain. I laugh because mentally I categorize this as pointless porn for the fun of porn but that's okay with me. Million thanks to Rebecca who held my hand through this whole thing and beta'd this at least 8 different times. And a huge apology to Mrs. B my High School History teacher who I accidently traumatized by sending this too her by mistake.
Summary: Adam is losing control of his telepathic and gaining other powers and Ceres is charged with bringing him to heel. He was given universe and all he wanted was silence.
Artist: Zabby


Adam stood behind Ceres as she unlocked the door to a seemingly ordinary brownstone house. There was strangely enough no one outside on the block and very few cars going by. Given that it was the middle of the day that wasn't too surprising but still Adam knew there was something significant about the lack of people.
“Look,” he started looking at his watch and frowning at the time, “I don't know if this is a good idea, I mean I have class in a bit.”
Ceres looked at him over her shoulder and rolled her eyes. Adam frowned at her lack of verbal response.
“No really,” he said grabbing her arm but quickly dropping at the scratching look he got.
“Follow me,” she said pushing to newly unlocked door open.
Sighing Adam trailed behind her. Stepping into the foyer Ceres didn't turn on the light - not that it was needed - just tossed her keys in a jar on a side table and walked up the stairs. She didn't even look to see if Adam followed her which he didn't. Figure what the hell Adam looked around the ground floor. Sticking his head in the first open door he found it to be a sitting room with couches and a fireplace. There was a bookcase stuffed full and stacks of books in front of it. Briefly Adam skimmed the titles but didn't recognize any of the books. They all looked old and expensive and he didn't want to touch them. Going through another doorway he ended up in a kitchen with a tiny dining table and chairs set in the corner. Walking over to the fridge he looked inside to find it mostly stocked with various things including oddly enough three different kinds of milk.
Leaving the kitchen and returning to hallway he walked back to the foyer. Glancing down the stairs that would lead down Adam started for them.
“Get up here,” Ceres called down causing Adam to jump.
Looking up the stairs he saw her standing at the top of the stairs
As he climbed up the stairs Ceres stood at the top watching him glaring all the way. Finally reaching the top she turned and stalked off down the hallway. Following her he wondered why he was doing this.
Because if you don't I'll make sure your life is a living hell Ceres voice popped into his head causing him to jump.
Blinking at the back of her head Adam frowned.
“How many floors does this place have?” he asked curiously changing the topic.
She lead him pass a set of stairs leading upward to another floor.
“Four floors, plus a cellar and an attic,” Ceres told him pushing a door open and walking in.
“Do you live here?” he inquired.
“Sometimes,” she said stopped to flick on a light.
Adam followed behind her frowning. The second he stepped into the room he realized it was different from the rest of the house. Suddenly the shields that he had placed up were gone, stripped from him and there was no noise, no chatter, no buzz or hum of people at all.
“What is this place?” he asked stepping farther into the room.
Ceres turned and looked at him smiling slightly. Shaking her head at him she turned back around. Adam in turn looked around the room. There was nothing in the room save a chair and a doorway to another room.
Standing there unsure of what to do next Adam looked at Ceres waiting. He considered asking her but from the expression on her face he knew it would be another question answered in silence. And to be honest he wasn't in any real hurry to leave the room. For the first time since he could recall the world was quiet and it wasn't something he was doing. Wetting his lips he looked at Ceres waiting.
“It's…I can't…why can't I hear anything?” he finally asked when she didn't say or do anything for a while.
“Nothing comes in or out of these walls that I don't want,” she informed him finally.
“I don't understand.”
She gave him a clearly patronizing look as if he were a toddler trying to eat his blocks. With a shake of her head he understood. Suddenly he could hear everything, feel everything, knew everything, and just like before it was too much dropping him to his knees hands over ears babbling begging for it to stop.
Now do you understand? Her voice in all its patronization louder and clearer than all the other.
Yes, yes, please, please make it stop he be begged trying to block it all out but failing. It was too much, too fast, too soon. Once again Adam ended up on his side gripping his head desperately trying to block out everyone.
“I have been giving task of bring you to heel, you can either do it my way or,” she trailed off ignoring the fact that Adam was on the floor writhing in pain, “Well really it's my way or nothing do you understand?”
Yes, yes, I understand please make it stop, Adam begged.
Ceres shook her head at him rolling her eyes. Shaking her head she reapplied the blocks to the building returning the world to silence.
Adam gasp for breath sticking his fist in his mouth to keep from yelling. In some ways the sudden burst of silence was worse than the noise. Even though the noise was gone the headache was still there. It was as if hundreds of people had started hammering in his mind then stopped, the noise was gone but the annoyance of their presences was still there.
Finally the pain receded to a manageable level and Adam was able to open his eyes. Glaring half heartily at Ceres he pushed himself back to his feet. Still breathing hard he stared at her and waited for her to tell him what to do next.
“This is the only chance I'm going to give you to leave,” Ceres finally said.
Adam frowned confused, “What's the point of this if I can walk away any time I want?”
“The second you step out of that door everything, all of this will have been nothing but a dream that you can barely remember,” Ceres told him, “But should you choose to stay, well let's just say the benefits will be great.”
“Dream? Everything,” Adam asked.
“From the first time you used your powers till now, nothing but an elaborate dream.”
“But, I don't understand I've had these powers since I was a child, that'd be my whole life!”
“Exactly,” Ceres said with a small incline of her head.
Staring at her in horror Adam took a step back.
“Consider it a gift really, you should have never been allowed to go on so long without proper training, this is our way of making up for our oversight.”
“Our?” Adam asked.
“You did not really believe you were the only one?” she asked.
Adam frowned at her glaring slightly at her mocking tone.
“Well kinda, it wasn't like there was anyone popping up saying 'oh I'm like you too',” he snapped.
“As I said, that was a mistake on our end,” Ceres told him in a dismissive manner.
“Why the hell not, do you know what it's been like for me?” Adam said testily.
“No, I don't know what it was like for you,” she told him blankly.
Adam was taken aback for a moment by her matter of fact statement.
“Why didn't anyone find me then?” he asked confused.
“Are you staying or are you going?” she ignored his query.
Adam thought about if for a moment he had nothing to lose by staying and everything was at stake if he left. Finally after a moment Adam nodded his consent.
“Strip,” she commands.
His shirt is up and off before he even realized the push of command she put behind the words. Toeing off his sneakers and socks he pops the button of his jeans pushing them past his hips and steps out of them. Hooking his finger in the top of his boxers he looked at her hesitantly of what to do. Seeing her blank look he dropped his boxers thus standing in front of her naked.
She gives him a crisp once over before turning on her heels and walking off. Knowing he was intended to follow he does. Following her into the other room it is reveled to be a bedroom containing nothing but a king sized bed, a chest, an armoire and a nightstand. Ceres was seated on the chest watching her which causes Adam to fidget.
“What, what do you want me to do?” he ask finally.
“I want you to listen to me,” she tells him.
“And I have to be naked for this?” he asked uncomfortable with his nudity while she was fully dressed.
“Yes.”
“Why?” he asked indignantly.
As soon as the question leaves his lips he knows he shouldn't have asked. He has no time to brace himself before he is shoved and forced to his knees.
“Lesson one, I'm in charge, you will ask me no questions.” As she speaks he can feel the hand close around his airways.
Nodding franticly or at least attempting to nod gets him released and shoved away. Looking up at her he blinks at the vacant look she gives him.
“Now get over here,” Ceres said turning and stalks to the bed.
Adam scrambled to his feet and came over to her. Standing next to her by the bed Adam shifted from foot to foot waiting to be told what to do next.
“Get on the bed,” Ceres said pulling the sheet back to the edge of the bed.
Getting onto the bed Adam sits in the center waiting still. Ceres pushes against him till he lays back and flat against the bed. Lying back against the bed looking at Ceres waiting for her to move Adam tried to organize his mind. He had never done anything like this before, ever. It wasn't that he was a virgin because he wasn't having lost his virginity during high school. But sex he'd learned then was difficult for him, sex and sleep were when people the most mentally open. No matter what he did sex hurt and not in a physical way. There were things that he didn't want to know about people.
“Hands up,” Ceres said breaking his train of thought.
Raising his hand over his head he watched as she took to leather cuffs from the chest and attached one end to the bed frame and the other end of the
“If anything I do gets too much for you or if you don't like it say Panda, understand?” she said once she was satisfied with the cuffs.
Adam nodded giving them a gentle tug testing them.
“I need you to say it out loud Adam,” Ceres said running her hand down his chest gently brushing over his nipples.
“Panda, if its too much say Panda I got it,” Adam said.
“Good boy,” Ceres said smiling at him in a vaguely patronizing way yet not.
Moving to be seated next to him Ceres gently ran her fingers over his chest stop to lightly tweak his nipples before moving on. It seemed as if she was trying to touch ever available bit of skin on his chest before moving on. Finally she seemed happy with her exam and moved down farther to play with his bellybutton.
Swirling her fingers in his bellybutton she runs her fingers along his bottom most rib and over his kidneys and liver prodding gently as she goes. Adam lays there confused at the purpose of the exam but still complacent.
Finally she stops examining him and sits back to look at him. Shifting as much as he can given the cuffs Adam waits to see what she is going to do next. It is only because he is watching her that he saw what she did next coming. Leaning over him she never losing eye contact and takes a broad swipe at his nipples nipping at them alternately.
Ceres sat back on her heels looking at Adam as he lay there panting. Pinching his nipples gently causing him to jerk towards her touch Ceres smirked at him. Tugging at his nipples and dragging her nails along the outer rim caused Adam to jerk again against the cuffs whining slightly at her teasing.
Ceres scooted down to the bottom of the bed and looked through the trunk that she'd pulled the cuffs out of. After a moment she was back at his side and placing something next to him.
“Move your legs,” she tells him patting the gently to get him to move.
“What?” Adam says confused blinking at her.
“Like this,” she says spreading his legs as wide as she can get them, “Now stay this way okay.”
Adam nodded shifting slightly so he was still spread but wasn't uncomfortable. Ceres scooted back until she was level with his knees and all Adam could see was the top of her head. Confused as to what she was doing he jolted when she licked his cock from root to tip.
She started out lightly giving him gentle swipes before moving up to gentle suckling. Eventually she fell into a rhythm and Adam came closer to coming. He started making soft huffing sounds trying to hold off on coming. Knowing from past encounters that when he came he dropped every shield he had and though Ceres house seemed to different from anyplace else he'd ever been he wasn't sure what would happen or if he'd end up in Ceres's mind.
Just as he was on the brink of giving up and letting go Ceres pulled off his cock with a wet pop and a smirk. Adam groaned in annoyance just as he was about to give him she stopped. Opening the eyes he didn't even realize he closed he looked at her.
“What, why'd you stop?” he questioned looking at her through blurry eyes.
Ceres ignores his query as she has an annoying habit of doing.
“The point of this exercise is not for your pleasure but to see how far you can be pushed,” she explained sitting back.
“Pushed?” Adam inquired.
“You have had sex, correct?” she asked.
Adam blushed, blinking and confused at the suddenly shifting conversation.
“Well yeah, I mean, I've had sex,” Adam stuttered out.
“And what happens when you have sex?”
Adam could feel the blush spread from his cheeks down his neck towards his chest.
“You're embarrassed by this?” Ceres asked, seeming genuinely confused.
Adam looked away, staring at the walls to compose himself.
“Well yeah, I mean there's a relatively hot girl sitting next to me who just gave me a blow job asking me if I ever had sex, this isn't a conversation I'm used to having.”
“Have you or have you not had sex before,” she pressed.
“Yeah I've had sex before,” Adam said, still not making eye contact, instead focusing on the creases and folds of her dress.
“And have you not noticed your lack of control during sex,” she point out.
The blush that had been fading came back in full force at her comment.
“Yeah kinda, I mean….” Adam trailed off.
“There are to two ways you can learn control,” Ceres said, “During something pleasurable or during something painful, this is the manner I have chosen.”
“Painful?”
“This is not the time to discuss this, we have things to do,” Ceres said scooting back down the bed and laying eye level with his semi hard cock.
“Now don't drop your shields,” she continued.
“What?” Adam asked confused by the shift in topic.
However he soon realized what she meant as without ceremony she swallowed his cock whole.
“Oh god,” Adam cried hips jerking forward.
Ceres hummed in amusement which just made Adam twitch even farther.
Stay Ceres thought at Adam pinning his hips to the bed.
Ceres proceeded to gently suck him in her mouth pressing against the underside
“Oh god, too fast,” Adam said trying to jerk his hips upward but failing because Ceres had pinned him down.
Hearing his comment of too fast Ceres slowed the bobbing of her head pausing at the tip to poke and prod her tongue into the tiny slit there. Lapping at the slit caused Adam to cry out and yank at the cuffs hold him. Ceres hearing the rattle of the cuffs smirked around
Don't make me pin your arms down as well, she thought at him, her mouth otherwise occupied.
“I want, I need to touch you,” Adam babbled, still straining against the cuffs.
Ceres ignored his statement and continued on. Taking the head back into her mouth she hollowed her cheeks before sucking hard causing Adam's upper body to trash. Sucking and licking her way down his cock she reached the point where the head of his cock was at the back of her throat. Shifting into a better position for what she was going to do next Ceres took a deep breath through her nose before slowly working the head of his dick past the entrance of her throat. She was panting through her nose as it had been a while since she'd done this, particularly in the position she was in. Briefly she considered stopping and moving into a better position but changed her mind; any way else would be too tempting to do something that wasn't on her agenda for the day.
“Oh Jesus,” Adam exclaimed as the head of his cock made it past the entrance of her throat.
Swallowing convulsively around the head Ceres held position as she accustomed herself to breathing fully through her nose.
“Don't stop, don't stop, so close,” Adam babbled still yanking at the cuffs that held him.
At Adam's plea Ceres chuckled slightly. Adam who had been so close to coming gasped and twitched at the vibration of Ceres chuckle. It was just the last push that he needed to fall over the edge and all of a sudden he was coming. Ceres only slightly surprised by this backed quickly off his cock so only the head was in her mouth. She swiftly set about swallowing the stream of cum.
She was pleasantly surprised that when Adam came his shields didn't come crashing down. However as soon as she thought that she felt gently at them to find them quivering in the same manner Adam was tensing to break at any second.
Hold your shields Ceres thought hard at Adam but it was too late as they came crashing down letting her into his mind.
Oh God, fuck, fuck, fuck, so good, Adam mentally babbled.
At the last spurt of come from Adam Ceres sat up, giving his dick one last swipe to clean off anything that she'd missed.
“You did better than I thought you'd do,” she said sitting back wiping her mouth.
Adam looked at her dazed.
“You managed to hold your shield during an orgasm, it was shaky at the end but that's because you don't shield properly anyway,” she continued.
“I've never done that before?” he said finally finding his voice.
“Done what? Gotten a blow job? I thought you said you weren't a virgin,” Ceres asked.
“Not that,” Adam snapped, the pleasant haze from his orgasm fleeing, “I meant I've never held my shields at all during an orgasm, I always end up….” Adam trailed off.
“They must have been doing something wrong then,” Ceres said in a matter of fact manner sliding off the bed.
“Done something wrong?” Adam said in disbelief.
However Ceres had already moved on to something else at the end of the bed. Adam laid his legs back down so he could see her but because her back was turned it didn't matter. Adam sighed and closed his eyes resting for a moment. However soon Ceres had turned back around was sitting in the vee of his legs. Opening his eyes he couldn't see what she'd gotten from the edge of the bed. Knowing it was futile to ask what she'd done down there Adam watched her for the next set of instruction and he was not disappointed.
“Legs up,” she said tapping his leg until he raised them and planted his feet on either side of her.
She begin to fondle his lose hanging balls with one hand scrapping her nail against the skin.
“You know guys need a little bit of recovery time,” Adam said even though his cock was twitching slightly with interest.
Ceres ignored his statement continuing to play with this balls, rolling and massaging them in her hand. Briefly her fingers flitted down to caress his ass but didn't stay there for long. Despite having come less than ten minutes ago Adam's cock begin to twitch and partly fill with interest. That seemed to be what she had been waiting for as she smiled when she saw it.
“Now I'm going to need you to stay still for this bit,” Ceres said stroking her other hand up his leg.
Adam stretched his neck trying to see what was happening behind his raised legs. Unable to see he squirmed slightly uncomfortable with the lack of knowledge. However soon he felt a slightly cold finger straight tracing up and down the crease of his ass. Adam frowned at the sensation still squirming slightly. The fingers soon moved from caressing his crease to gently but insistently circling his hole. This new sensation caused Adam to do more than squirm but to actually flinch away from the invading fingers.
“What are you…?”Adam asked trying to wiggle away from the slick fingers.
“Hush now,” Ceres said caressing his chest trying to calm him.
“But what are you doing?” he demanded.
“Consider this your second lesson.”
“Lesson?”
The fingers had become more insistent no longer just circling his hole but gently pushing in bit by bit. It wasn't as though it hurt but was simply disconcerting and slightly maybe uncomfortable. After a bit Ceres managed to work one finger in softly caressing the inside passage. Adam gasp as Ceres's finger pressed gently against something inside of him causing his cock to twitch bring it back into being interested in what was happening.
“Your second lesson is going to be how to block while doing something else,” Ceres explained, “We will start with one finger and work our way up.”
“But I can already do that,” Adam protested still trying to wiggle away from the invading finger.
Ceres gave him a look that he hadn't seen since he was a freshman in high school, it clearly said 'silly virgin'.
“I'm not a virgin,”
“I know,” Ceres said completely comfortable having a conversation while her finger was pressed into his anus.
“Then stop looking at me like that,” Adam said twisting slightly at the uncomfortable burn of her finger.
“Have you ever had anyone do this to you?”
Adam blushed and turned his face away from her. It had been a while, it was just so hard to control his powers during sex he'd given up on it years ago.
“That's what I thought,” Ceres said.
Taking her free hand she ran it up and down his thighs gently tickling the hairs there causing Adams thigh muscles to twitch.
“Sex and fights are the hardest times to control your powers. I told you this before, we can do it this way,” Ceres emphasized the point by dragging her nail over his prostate continually causing Adam to jump and twitch pressing down onto her hand, “Or I can beat the shit out of you. You choose, either way I don't care.”
Adam gasped, his shield coming crashing down and he is suddenly being dragged into Ceres mind. As the whole building was being shielded hers was the only mind around. Adam saw in his mind what she would do to him should he say no.
Adam stood cuffed with the same leather cuffs that he was wearing now to a hook hanging from the ceiling. He was still naked but this time he was blindfolded and Ceres was nowhere in sight. Mentally looking around for her in his mind he spotted her in the vision/dream. She was off to the side watching him still dressed in the same white dress, still barefoot. In her hand she held something that looked like a whip that had been split several different times, flogger Ceres's mind supplied for him.
The Ceres in his mind walked up to the version of himself in his mind and began running her hand and the flogger across his chest, back and buttocks. The version of him in his mind flinched away from him and it was then that Adam noticed that not only was his blindfolded but he was also gagged muffling his whimpers.
“Do you still want to stop?” Ceres asked after she pushed him out of her mind.
Adam flinched away from her scared by what he'd seen in her mind. Ceres pursed her lips frowning at him. He suddenly felt her poke at his mind trying to be let back in but he drew up as much shielding as he could to stop her. She gave him a withering look and continues to purse her lips at him glaring. Adam flinched at the look on her face before averting his eyes to look at a spot over the door.
“This doesn't work if you're scared,” she snapped.
Adam flinched at her tone so similar to the way her mental version of herself had spoken to the mental version of himself.
Ceres sighed and shook her head scooting back and off the bed. Walking around to the head of the bed she began to uncuff him.
“What are you doing?” Adam asked pulling his newly free arm close to his chest.
“I'm sending you home,” she told him walking to where his clothing was piled and tossing it at him.
“But I don't understand,” he told her catching the clothing.
“This, this whole thing is pointless if you don't trust the person you are with,” Ceres said, sounding exasperated.
“But,” Adam started to say, but was cut off with a glare from Ceres.
I never said I trusted you Adam thought to himself, or what he thought was himself.
“You came here with me, not knowing anything, if that's not trust then…” she trailed off, “This entire thing works on trust and faith, trust that I know what I'm doing and faith that everything I do is for a damn good reason.”
Adam flinched, looking away.
“What happens if I go,” he finally asked.
Ceres glared at him, “Same thing that would happen if you left before.”
Adam mouth formed an oh.
“Yeah,” Ceres snapped.
Looking down at his bare feet and wiggling his toes Adam thought.
“But if I stay,” he question.
“I told you it doesn't work when you're afraid,” Ceres started what looked like pacing but stopped after three steps.
“But if I wasn't afraid?” he pressed.
“You just can't turn fear off like that,” she said.
Adam looked at her standing there and frown, “I wasn't…I mean I was scared but not…not of you.”
Ceres gave a snort obviously not believing him, “Look, just go, I don't even know why I said I would do this.”
“But no, I don't want to go,” Adam said stepping towards Ceres but quickly back stepping at the glare she gave him.
Ceres took three steps towards him and Adam did his best to stop himself from flinching. Ceres simply stood in front of him seeming to be looking for something. He felt her prod at his mind and he dropped his shields and let her in but she didn't dive in but rather skimmed over his mind never pausing at anything for any period of time. After what felt like forever Ceres seemed to find what she want and withdrew.
Suddenly Ceres reached out and grabbed Adam by the back of the head and pulled him down for a kiss. It was like the kiss on the roof and Adam simply sunk into her let Ceres control the kiss letting his hands fall to her waist and pulling her closer to him. Ceres hand tangled in his hair pulling him harder against her mouth as she pushed her tongue into his mouth. Adam granted her access to his mouth and she tried to map his insides starting with his mouth.
Just as suddenly as she kissed him she pulled away. Adam confused tried to follow her but she took another step back.
“What?” he asked confused reaching out for her.
“No, this isn't why I'm here,” Ceres said.
Her words were like a cold shower pouring down on him remember what had started this conversation. However despite the lingering trestles of fear Adam realized he was excited about what was to come. The idea that he was going to learn how to control his power was exciting and despite what Ceres had said she didn't seem eager to cause him any pain. Beside its wasn't like she was hard on the eyes, in fact she was beautiful.
“Okay,” Adam said taking a step back from her.
Ceres frowned at him confused by his action. Back peddling Adam knocked into the chest at the foot of the bed then sat on the bed scooting back till he was against the headboard. Taking the cuffs that were still attached to the bed he laid his hand in them and gave Ceres a look.
“What are you doing,” Ceres said walking around to his side.
“I'm not walking away,” he told her.
Ceres looked at him and shook her head, “Okay then.”
Walking around the sides of the bed and taking his arm she re-cuffed him to the bed before taking a step back to look at him. Leaning over she gave him a light kiss kneeling over him. Straddling his waist she began to lick her way across his face.
“I want you to try to block me out while I do this okay?” she said against his cheek.
“Yeah, okay,” Adam said shifting so her thigh rubbed against his soft cock slightly.
If Ceres had any problems with it she said nothing nodding against his cheek and continued on. At first Adam didn't feel anything and just as he was about to say something he felt it. A gentle but insistent pushing at his mental shield. On instinct Adam started to lower his shield when Ceres suddenly bit down on the tendon in his neck.
“No,” she said sitting back smacking his chest, “You're not supposed to let me in.”
“Oh, oh yeah okay sorry,” Adam said nodding.
Ceres gave him another look before smirking at him. Looking him in the eye she rocked backwards deliberately rubbing against his dick causing him to gasp at the sudden feeling. Just as he got himself under control he felt something rub against his mental shield. This time he didn't let her in but waited it out.
“Good,” she said smiling at him.
Adam smiled back at her pleased that he pleased her. Suddenly gentle prodding at his mind changed from feeling like a finger poking him but became a slow caress causing him to have both a mental shudder but a full body one as well. Looking at Ceres and seeing her smirking at him made him realize she'd done it.
“Now lets see how well you do against something else,” she said scooting farther back until she was sitting on his legs right above his knees. Bending over till she was face to face with his cock Adam had a second to prepare himself for what he knew was coming.
In one motion Ceres swallowed him whole and even though he knew it was coming he still gasped and bucked upward. Ceres put her hands on his hips and pushed downward to hold him down before licking up the underside of his cock and coming off of him with a wet pop. She looked up at him through her bangs and grinned.
“Now see if you can keep me out,” she said.
Going back down his prick till he was just at the back of her throat she paused and looked up at him. She waited until Adam had calmed down and was simply panting and could give her eye contact. Meeting her gaze Adam waited for what was coming next. Even though her mouth was stretched full Adam could tell she was smirking at him and knew that whatever was coming would be a hell of a lot harder than he thought. In every other relationship he'd had he didn't have any problems with control during kissing or oral but then again he'd never been with someone who had powers like his. Bracing himself he gave a slight nod.
He knew immediately that the gentle mental caresses weren't the worst of what was to come. He was proven right soon after as the gentle caresses were paired with even softer feather light touches against his thigh that soon traveled down t cupping his balls. Ceres took them and massaged them and rolled them gently in her hands all the while licking and sucking up and down his dick. It was harder than anything he'd ever done to stay focused on not only not cumming but also not dropping his shields to share with Ceres what he was feeling.
At one particularly hard suck Adams control broke and suddenly Ceres was tumbling into his mind. Unlike other times it wasn't a series of thought that he shared but a jumbled glowing web. The mental vision of Ceres looked around before taking a step backwards and vanishing from his mind. At the same time the real Ceres pulled off his cock and sat up.
“What was that?” Ceres asked him wiping her mouth on the back of her hand.
“That's new,” Adam said after a moment.
Ceres gave him a look different from the ones she'd given him before.
“Let me see,” she said scooting up so she was sitting on his chest.
As Adam opened his mind to her he realized she was wet against his chest. It was good for him that she was enjoying herself. Letting her into his mind showed once again instead of a visualization of his thoughts was a shiny web with floating multi colored beads hanging from it.
What is this? he asked.
I'm not sure she told him walking closer to the webs.
She stuck out her hand and ran her finger over the web feeling that it was just as slick as it looked. In the real world Adam shudder as if someone had run a sharp blade down his spine.
Don't, don't do that again, Adam mentally told her reaching out and grabbing her hand.
Ceres gave him a hard look and he dropped her hand immediately. Stepping away from him Ceres walked down the line of the web gently running her fingers over them. Each time she touched one Adam mentally flinched and physically twitched. Finally she stopped and pursed her lips in concentration. Walking back over to Adam she looked at him and Adam looked away not meeting her eye. Gently Ceres withdrew from Adam's mind.
“Lets try that again, okay?” she said ignoring what had just transpired.
“Yah okay,” Adam said opening his eyes to watch her.
Scooting back into the position she'd been in Ceres gave Adam a moment to collect himself once again before going back to what she'd been doing.
Starting this time at his balls she licked and nibbled on them gently. Taking her time as she took one ball into her mouth and pressed against Adams mental shield at the same time. It was difficult trying to keep her out with her sucking and licking his balls as that wasn't something that anyone had ever done to him before.
Ceres soon seemed to lose interest in his balls however and began to lick down past them towards his anus. Twitching at her wandering tongue Adam felt his shield flutter and got a brief impression of what was going to happen next. Gasping at what he saw Adam started to speak but was cut off by an sharp rap against his faltering shields.
Stop focusing on what I'm doing and focus on your shields. Ceres told him, just brushing the thought against his mind.
Ceres pushed his legs farther up and back out of her way giving her perfect access to his quivering hole. Bracing himself Adam closed his eyes and let out a breath he'd been holding. She started with broad wet laps at his hole similar to the ones she'd been giving his balls moments earlier. Soon she worked from licks around his hole to licking it itself and then on to gently probing her tongue into it. Each time working her tongue deeper and deeper till it was about the equivalent to having her pinky in his ass but wet, soft and wiggling.
“Oh god,” Adam gasp yanking at the chains.
So good, don't stop, he thought.
I won't stop if you keep your damn shield up, Ceres gave Adam a mental shove.
Adam, hearing the warning, quickly pulled himself away from the pleasure of her tongue and reinforced his shields. They were patchy and really wouldn't last long but it was the best he could do under the circumstances.
Ceres continued working her tongue in and out of Adams ass slowly fucking him with it as he worked. However as soon as he pulled his shields together she pulled back, licking his quivering hole one last time.
“What, I thought you said...,” Adam whined canting his hips towards her.
“Don't be impatient,” Ceres told him, reaching for something next to her out of Adam's line of sight.
Adam whined wordlessly again, he was so close to cumming that it was slightly painful now that she'd stopped. Ceres however finished with whatever she'd been doing, and laid back in the same position she had been in. Giving him no warning at all she returned to his ass, plunging her tongue in. She was pressed so close that he could feel her nose against his scrotum.
However this time she'd added, along with her tongue, a finger, working it into him before he noticed. It much bigger than the finger she'd done before; Adam thought it might have been her thumb this time, and felt weird with her tongue being there as well. However he wasn't about to complain as she'd taken her other hand and started stroking his dick, bringing him closer to the edge.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, Adam babbled mentally.
Shields! Ceres snapped, giving his cock a vicious twist that caused him to howl both mentally and aloud.
She returned to what she had been doing before with renewed rigor, adding in a new finger as she went. As she worked the new finger in deeper than before, looking for something, she shifted her mental hold on Adam holding his legs steady as well.
She knew she had found what she had been looking for when Adam bucked hard against her hand.
Oh god, what was that, Adam mentally cried, so far gone he couldn't speak aloud anymore.
“That my boy, was your prostate,” Ceres told him, pulling back from his ass.
Do it again, Adam begged.
Ceres laughed slightly twisting her finger against his prostate again before backing off.
No wait, Adam whined.
Adam twisted as much as he could given the cuffs, trying to get Ceres to press back against his prostate but she wasn't having any of that, pulling her fingers out. Adam whined lightly at the removal causing Ceres to laugh lightly. He was going to be crazy if this continued. There were only so many times he could be built up to the height of an orgasm only to be denied.
“I think its time we moved onto something bigger than my fingers,” Ceres said picking up something from next to her.
Adam suddenly remembered what the thing that she pulled from the chest was, and became slightly apprehensive.
“If you do well you will be allowed to cum understand?” Ceres said holding up what Adam thought was a rather larger dildo.
Flinching at the sight of the dildo Adam drew up what courage he had and nodded his head.
“I need you to say it out loud Adam, you know the rules,” Ceres said gently caressing the dildo while looking around for the lube that she'd knocked off the bed.
Adam watched her before clearing his throat.
“Yes,” Adam said, watching her unable to find the lube that had fallen.
She popped up having found the lube and sometime when he hadn't been looking lubed the dildo as well.
“It will be slightly uncomfortable at first,” she told him kneeling between his thighs.
He nodded not knowing what to say.
“What I want you to do is focus on me for this, just me and as I do this project to just me and not to the world,” she explained as she nudged the dildo head against his opening.
It felt a lot larger and harder than her tongue or fingers had and Adam squirmed slightly at the feeling of it partly wanting to get away but knowing that it would feel good once the discomfort past.
As he had been thinking Ceres came to the decision and started to gently slide the dildo in. Adam flinched slightly despite having knowing it was coming and Ceres soothing hand and thought brushing against him.
“Shhh,” she cooed caressing his thigh, “Breath out and push down it'll get easier in a bit.”
Adam tried to breath but the burning and stretching sensation was really distracting him. It wasn't until Ceres's mental fingers began playing with the web in his mind that he relaxed.
“See all better,” she said twisting the dildo slightly in him.
It was with that twist that Adam realized that the only part of the dildo that was in him was the head and not the whole thing, it really felt bigger than it looked.
Ready to continue ? she asked him.
Breathing deeply he nodded.
“Yeah,” he said out loud.
Ceres gave him a look but said nothing and continued to slide the dildo farther in. after what felt like forever to Adam he felt the wide base of hit tap his ass. Frowning slightly he lifted his head to look at Ceres.
Now your task is to focus on me, she said.
That's easy, he thought in return.
As soon as the thought left his head he knew something was up. This was way too easy and he'd had a harder time focusing when her tongue was in him. Ceres smirked at him and did something to the dildo and the next coherent thought Adam had was Oh fucking hell as the dildo started to vibrate inside of him. Though he had never felt it touch his prostate before it was as if the dildo was vibrating right on it causing him to be gibbering mess of pure pleasure.
Oh god, oh god, Adam thought all his shields coming crashing down throwing his thoughts out into the world.
Just me, not the whole city, Ceres chided.
Adam gave her a confused look not understanding.
Focus on me, she said twisting the still vibrating dildo in him causing it to touch new places inside of him.
Adam tried following her mental voice but couldn't hold his focus on not projecting his pleasure to the whole city and just her at the same time.
Pressing the dildo against his prostate directly Ceres paused. Come on project to me and just me, She thought to him.
Jerking mental back into his body Adam tried to focus but failed.
Come on follow my voice, Ceres coaxed.
She let go of the dildo leaving it pressed against his prostate and began to slowly jack in leaking cock. Smearing the head with precome she dragged her nail along the head slit teasing more out. Taking her sticky fingers she licked them looking at Adam.
Focus on me she thought at him returning to playing with his cock with one hand and the dildo with the other.
Trying again this time following not only her mental voice but the physical connection as well. With a mental tumble he fell into her mind feeling her pleasure as well as his own.
Good boy she said smiling.
Ceres gave his cock a hard jerk and then he was cumming completely taken by surprise. She held and milked him through the entire thing until the white light faded from the corners of his eyes.
Adam lay spent breathing hard as if he'd run a four minute mile almost choking on spit and saliva. Ceres caressed his face brushing sweaty locks aside as Adam panted trying to catch his breath. Soon his breath even out and he curled closer to her leaning into the caress of her hand.
“I would lay the world at your feet you have all but to ask,” she told him meaning every word.
She had even offered him everything he'd ever asked for control and silence and he would give her whatever she wanted no matter the price.
“I do not want the world,” he told her still stroking his face.
“Then what do you want?” she pulled away slightly to look him in the eyes.
“What do you want?” He countered.
Ceres paused in her caresses pulling her hands into her laps thinking.
“Nothing, I want nothing,” she finally told him.
“Nothing?” he was skeptical, everyone wanted something.
She gave him a look, one of the most open looks Adam had ever seen on her face. She was no longer the controlled, sure, direct, strong woman he'd seen but rather a sad, lonely, heartbroken lady who was very much confused.
“Unless,” she starts but then shakes her head seeming to change her mind.
“Unless what,” he struggles to sit up but the cuffs make him unable to get into the sitting position.
“All I want, is not the world but your submission,” she tells him giving him a look.
She looks at him as if she expect him to turn her down, to say no, for him to turn her away after everything she's done for him, after she gave him the one thing that he's always wanted.
“You have it,” he tells her without hesitance.
Ceres shakes her head and the vulnerability that he'd seen was gone replaced with the cold uninterested look she'd been sporting the whole night.
“Don't give away something like that and not ask for something in return, …."
Ceres pulled off his cock with a wet pop causing him to cry out afraid that she was once again going to leave him on the edge of pleasure and deny him the release.
Resting her head on his thigh she looked up at him and traced light patterns on his flanks calming him all the while making gentle shhing sounds.
“Do you see it?” she asked him quietly.
At first he didn't understand what she was talking about and was about to ask her what she meant when she shhh'd him before he could even start.
“Do you feel it?” she asked changing the question.
Frowning at her he tried to figure out what she meant. She in turn sat and watched him waiting for something he didn't know. Licking his suddenly dry lips he had a moment of clarity understanding what she meant. With a nod that she couldn't see but he knew she'd seen.
“Now let them go,” she whispered, “Let them go.”
And this time he did. The net that he'd sub consciously cast around glowed in his minds eye filled with sparkling shiny pearls one for each person he held on to. Each was glowing and shining and perfectly still
For the first time in years his mind was his own and it was thee most wonderful thing he'd ever felt. As he basked in the joy of the silence he felt a nudge against his mind not like when he was around a large number of people but a gentle caress of someone asking to enter his mind. Looking down at Ceres who was still playing calmly with the light hairs on his thigh he realized easily that it was her asking to come into his mind. Slowly and cautiously letting down his just built shields he felt Ceres slide into his mind. With sure and steady caresses she began to manipulate the waves of his mind pulling him from the lulling pleasure he'd been in to riding high into solid walls. Ceres lay next to Adam as she worked cuddling against his chest. When she finished Adam sighed in pleasure.
“Thank you,” he whispered to her.
She made a vague sound of acknowledgment. Stretching upward she unclasped the cuff from both the bed frame and his wrist letting him go.
“Thank you,” he repeated.
Letting his arms down he shook them out gently. Pushing up so he was leaning against the headboard he looked down at Ceres who watched him back.
“So now what?” he asked.
“Now nothing,” she told him brushing stray hair out of her face.
“Oh,” Adam said blinking.
“Sleep, we will talk about it in the morning,” Ceres said pulling his head towards her chest.
As he drift to sleep he knew it wasn't because he was tired but rather because she was gently prodding him in that direction, however it was okay because he knew that he wouldn't wake anymore in other peoples minds.
End

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