i'm pretty sure you're aware that the liklihood of me actually calling is slim-to-none. simply because calling people with problems that aren't important to them is very unnatural to me. but i don't think you realise how much the offer means to me regardless... so thank you.
i never use this journal, but i checked yours out & it's adorable so i'm adding you back... i'm just pretty antisocial over here in livejournal land and i'm dreadfully sorry about that, right up front.
"which makes me think that you belong with them. that ive destroyed you. that every time you go back to them youre kind of.. lost, a little more."
i know -exactly- what u mean about that. just thought you'd like to know.
ho hum...u post in this journal like once a month...season.. i find that sort of neet.
and i must say...the more people talk about chemicals. the more i get confused my them. in general. what do i think of them? what do others think of them? why? are they 'bad'? why are some treated differently in the societal eye? really just confused... mostly in the regard of why they are so..there. why everyone loves them or hates them or cares at all. they are there and our consiousness is there and we alter it and! damnit! just getting even more confused.
im sorary i cant type very well but i tihnk you wil undetsrandt)kinkadoMay 20 2006, 02:02:00 UTC
i thik they are so "there" becuas eof their potential consequences. you know? sometihng like "paperclips" is not there becuase theyre impereneant and irrelevant and once you usethem to clip togteher papers you can taske them rght back off. chemical drugs have far more potential to generate crazy highs or crazy addictions or make you fucking deteriorate. anything with "good; and "bad" consequences all ta once will be more THERE ('in the socieital eye' or. whatverv the fuck . nl;
You asked for the source of this post, right? It's a poem by Richard Siken called Snow and Dirty Rain. I have it in my computer as well, in case you want the whole thing. Just say the word! :D
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i mean, totally, ever. Your brother has my phone number - and you have me on MSN... Give me a call whenever, 2 am...
7 pm - whichever.
I'll be around, and happy to listen to you blab about problems, because it's nice to have someone to talk to and not judge you...
and maybe I might know a bit about what it is you need help with - or maybe i won't...
But, again it always helps to talk - and it doesn't ever hurt me to listen.
I'll make time for you little one.
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the liklihood of me actually calling is slim-to-none.
simply because calling people with problems that aren't important to them is very unnatural to me.
but i don't think you realise how much the offer means to me regardless...
so thank you.
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i never use this journal,
but i checked yours out & it's adorable so i'm adding you back...
i'm just pretty antisocial over here in livejournal land and i'm dreadfully sorry about that, right up front.
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that ive destroyed you.
that every time you go back to them youre kind of..
lost, a little more."
i know -exactly- what u mean about that.
just thought you'd like to know.
ho hum...u post in this journal like once a month...season..
i find that sort of neet.
and i must say...the more people talk about chemicals. the more i get confused my them. in general. what do i think of them? what do others think of them? why? are they 'bad'? why are some treated differently in the societal eye?
really just confused...
mostly in the regard of why they are so..there. why everyone loves them or hates them or cares at all.
they are there and our consiousness is there and we alter it and!
damnit!
just getting even more confused.
fuck this. its lunch time.
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i am very happy you are here.
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you know?
sometihng like "paperclips" is not there becuase theyre impereneant and irrelevant and once you usethem to clip togteher papers you can taske them rght back off.
chemical drugs have far more potential to generate crazy highs or crazy addictions or make you fucking deteriorate.
anything with "good; and "bad" consequences all ta once will be more THERE ('in the socieital eye' or. whatverv
the fuck . nl;
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You asked for the source of this post, right? It's a poem by Richard Siken called Snow and Dirty Rain. I have it in my computer as well, in case you want the whole thing. Just say the word! :D
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i was able to find the poem online,
thank you very much, though ^_^
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