the innocence mission > bright as yellowfoggy hot sickness i slept after you left or i left.. i hung up first right? i always do. thats my job. guess whaaat... right this moment im being productive for the first time all day. starting now - my homework. i think if i finish and if i sleep again ill be okay becuase i am okay... i ate dry dry dry ( Read more... )

beck > everybody's gotta learn sometimeim listening to this because i like to sing along with it and becuase theres not much else i feel like listening to. i feel like im mourning something. this random sadness, as if something died and i keep forgetting about it and then remembering again ( Read more... )

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nirvana > verse chorus verse

according to dictionary.com, i dont believe in god.
i always saw god - not as a perfect supernatural creator of everything - but more like... the "essence" of everything. which contradicts its very definition ( Read more... )

jethro tull > the whistlerwe would live a long time ago in a little village by some mountains with a farm nearby that has brown chickens and goats and i know how to knit things and you know how to do anything you want to... theres more ghost stories alive and bright bright starshine and company so even at night theres people you know, and you love ( Read more... )

my dad left open a gardening site... violet pin-cushion-shaped flowers with the name, "Scabious Misty Butterflies ( Read more... )

i am happy. iii... am a happy person.

radiohead > knives outive been infatuated with sunlight my whole life. memories split into chunks of colour and light, smearing over landscapes of pavement. i remember so many things vaguely. the things youre not expected to ever remember linger there like dreams youve almost lost and i grasp to find them ( Read more... )

elton john > mona lisas & mad hatters

walking home i could hear people a little behind me, walking to their homes, talking to each other. i was glad to be ahead of them, thinking to myself and feeling the sunlight and watching shadows and the grass glowing bright green. i actually felt thankful to be alone ( Read more... )

semisonic > closing timebeing outdoors and being with my PEERS lifts me up like you wouldnt believe ( Read more... )

belle and sebastian > dog on wheels

i never forgot this was here, i just thought to post again would be to add to something that was such utter shit it would muddle up anything said now. promise me youll always be around when i fall, and when i call i dont want to be dependant. thats scary. so is independence. everything is scary. existence is ( Read more... )